f.l.a.t.t.e.r.e.d oh yes i am!!

at 21.24 tonight
29th of june 2009

somebody gave this particular song to me..
and i am

FLATTERED
LOVED
&
TREMENDOUSLY HAPPY

for heaven sake
I AM

thanks


Beautiful Mess
by Jason Mraz

You’ve got the best of both worlds 
You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man, 
And lift him back up again 
You are strong but you’re needy, 
Humble but you’re greedy 
Based on your body language, 
your shouted cursive I’ve been reading 
You’re style is quite selective, 
though your mind is rather reckless 
Well I guess it just suggests 
that this is just what happiness is 

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is 
It’s like picking up trash in dresses 

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write 
Kind of turn themselves into knives 
And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction 
‘Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions dear 
‘Cause here we are, here we are 

Although you were biased I love your advice 
Your comebacks they’re quick 
And probably have to do with your insecurities 
There’s no shame in being crazy, 
Depending on how you take these 
Words that paraphrasing this relationship we’re staging 

And it’s a beautiful mess, yes it is 
It’s like, we are picking up trash in dresses 

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say 
Kind of turn themselves into blades 
And the kind and courteous is a life I’ve heard 
But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt 
Cause here, here we are, Here we are 
Here we are x7 

We're still here 

And what a beautiful mess this is 
It’s like taking a guess when the only answer is yes 

And through timeless words in priceless pictures 
We’ll fly like birds not of this earth 
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure 
But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together 
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts 
But it’s nice today, oh the wait was so worth it 

till then

p/s : i love you

i AM back~~

hari ni
[ahad 28jun2009]
sye da start tggl kt kolej
and
esk da start blaja


so
maybe pasni cm da kurg2 sket update blog ni
tp sye akn cube sebaik mungkin


ok

till then

GREAT movie!!

Transformers 2
Revenge of The Fallen



this one was a REAL good one
no words can describe this movie
5 stars


shia and megan rocks!!!


seriously...
no words at all

go and watch
and you'll know what i really mean


till then

R.A.M.B.U.T.A.N

after entry sal durian aritu...
skang nk wat sal rambutan pulak...

[=D]

well,
td before blik kl,
aku ngan kakak g umah wan
g petik rambutan untuk dibawa pulang ke kota
*ayat yg xbley thn....*

byknye rambutan kt pokok tu..
tp blum cukup msk sgt ag...
so aku ngan kakak amik je mne2 yg da kuning
*sorry wan, dira petik yg ijau jgk..hikhik..*

since a picture worth a thousand words,

xperlula kirenye aku memenatkn tgn menekan keyboard ni...
ltk gmbr & description sudey.... =D


kakak yg sedang mengait buah rambutan


aku yg bersuka ria dgn objek kuning yg mempunyai rambut ini


wan yg comel mengetuk2 rambutan untuk membuang semut


rambutan yg msk ranum
*adela ijau sket2 =D*


dua plastik besar yg penuh berisi durian
*1 aku share ngan kakak, 1 lg utk org di rumah*


itu before balik kl...

***

skarang da kt kl pun...
td g amik kunci...
dpt bilik single first floor block C
*xperlula rsenye nombor bilik dinyatakan*
tp sgt pnat mengangkut brg2 yg sgt byk..
tp tonight and tomorrow night stay umah kakak dlu...
xberanila nk stay sorg2...
org pun xrmi ag..
*salute ngan sarinah yg berani!!!*
agpun tomorrow nk g tgk transformers
*yay!!!!can't wait for that fantastic movie!!*


then nnti ade beberapa agenda yg perlu diselesaikn with kakak

[crocs ajim]
[sandal aku]
&
[cupcakes utk .............. *tanye kakak utk extra info =D*]


so that's it for today


till then

[sweet 15] A.D.I.K

happy birhtday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to n.a.j.w.a
happy birthday to you

today *last night at hour 0000*,
my smallsis

n.a.j.w.a

is officially 15..




since kakak just got back from KL
kitorg pun surola die stop senawang jap
belikan makhluk sorg tu cake..
kakak pun blila..
pastu tulis skali happy father's day kt ats kek tu...


yg xthnnye,
mlm td, kul 1145 adik da ajak ptg kek die...
mle2, kitorg xmau..
pastu die da merajuk, nk g tdo...
kitorg ptgla jgk even blum midnight ag...





H.A.P.P.Y .B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y A.D.I.K

ATTENTION kawan2....

SELAMAT MEMASUKI TAHUN2 2009/2010

Selamat memasuki semester baru dan selamat berjaya diucapkan kepada semua pelajar batch 08/13 fakulti perubatan.. Semoga dapat mengekalkan rentak kecemerlangan pada sem-sem akan dtg dan menempuh tahun terakhir pra-klinikal dengan jayanya..


Berikut merupakan jadual pada hari Isnin, 29 Julai 2009:-

8-10 pagi: Briefing from dean, deputy dean,
module coordinator sem 3 & 4

10-11 pagi: Lecture 1- Haemopoiesis
(Dr. Raja Zahratul Azma Raja Sabudin)


huh..
mcm xcaye je...

saje g rewang2 blog bba td...
look what i found!!~~


dari last week, mmg excited sgt2 nk blik fakulti...
tp bce yg tu tbe2 jd cuak...
bley ke aku hadapi tahun2 sebaik aku hadapi tahun 1...


mmm....
kuasa tuhan sumenye cik nadhira....

semoga Allah membantu perjalanan kte kawan2 sekalian...
good luck and xsabar nk jmpe u all...
yay!!~~

till then

::bitter heart::

actually,
this is the title of the song that is currently being played in my page..

i heard it a numbr of times on fly fm but didnt know the singer or even the title of the song
*i seldom bother myself with all the details normally =D*
it sticked to my mind since the very first tyme i heard it..
i just love this kind of song
*apart from taylor of course!!*
i was thinking to myself that ths must be a brand new one of lenka
because i thought that the type of the song is kinda same..


i searched for it lots of tyme..
since saturday...
and with my sis, najwa's help,
i found it tonight...
*yay!!*
i listened to it again and again..
and i decided to put it in my blog..
i felt in love with the rhythm and the simplicity of the lyrics..
for me,

it is AWESOME

what makes it a lot more awesome is that..
the singer is a MALAYSIAN
*i couldnt believe it myself at first..*
but honestly,
i didnt lie!!!~~

Zee Avi is a Malaysian..
her real name is Izyan Alirahman
she was born in Miri, Sarawak in the year of 1986
*sebaya with my sis Yumni...=D*
she is a singer, songwriter, guitarist and ukulele player..
i dont even know what is that but i believe it must be one type of sarawak's musical instrument
*Malaysia sure is a country filled with beautiful things!!~~~*

she is really very talented and i hope all the best for her.. =D

Bitter Heart
by Zee Avi

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.

And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

well

till then

thanks to m.a.r.y.a.m

nothing much today...
just want to convey thanks to

miss maryam abd hadi

for sharing page of adorable templates..
thanks!!~~


till then

p/s:esk da 1 rejab...cptnye mse berlalu...

T:A:G yg berturut...[by najwa kecik & najwa besar]

First Tag
[ths one was from najwa kecik aka my smallsis]


Format Tag ini adalah seperti berikut !


1)[printscreen] *current* wallpaper -- jz a simple press of fn+prt sc

2)REASONS why do u like/adore/cherish d dindingkertas ???

Kenapa memilih dindingkertas ini?


tataula ble najwa@ajim ubah wallpaper ni...
tp i am sure mesti sal worldcup fever...
*sigh*

Second Tag
[also by najwa kecik]

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. SONG FILE DEPENDS ON YOU :)

5. Tag 10 friends.

6. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

7. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Katy Perry - Thinking of You

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Taylor Swift - White Horse

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Faizal Tahir - Bencinta

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Lenka - Live Like You're Dying

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Lenka - The Show

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

David Archuleta - Crush

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Taylor Swift - Crazier

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
James Morrison - You Give Me Something

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Paramore - Decode

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Simple Plan - Save You

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Alexa - Jangan Kau Lepas

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat - Lucky

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Ne-Yo - Mad

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Katy Perry - Hot and Cold

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Kris Allen - No Boundaries

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Jason Mraz - I'm yours

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

James Morrison - You Make It Real

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Jamie Scott & The Town - When Will I See Your Face Again

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Miley Cyrus - The Climb

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

T:A:G yg berturut...[by najwa kecik & najwa besar]
*i dont care!!!*

Third Tag
[ths tyme by najwa besar aka my coursemate]

Rules and regulation of the tag ;
All 10 people must do unless they don't have a blog. Write the names of 10 friends you can think of in your head. And then answer the questions. Say you're guessing if you don't know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your unlucky friends to do the same.

1. mardhi
2. najwa
3. belle
4.zerp
5.zati
6.maryam
7. shyra
8. tkuk
9. zue
10. adeeba

1. How do you meet 7?
kt ukm...die rumate madi..madi happened to be my pbl mate..so knalla....

2. What would you do if you and 5 had never met?
xkire...nk jmpe die jgk...die dormmate yg baek..

4. Have you seen 7 cried?
ermm...mcm blum pnah ag je..

6. Do you think 1 is attractive?
of course!!!~~~ =D

7. What's 2 favourite colour?
pink kan najwa.....

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
mmmm...hari last kat kolej before blik cuti...zue, rindu!!!

9. What language does 8 speak？
tkuk speaks english, malay, japanese??
*ade lg x tkuk in case i left anything new....*

10. Who is 3 going out with?
belle....do u currently going out with anyone???
i am not so sure bout that!!

12. Where does 8 live?
selangor...as always

13. What is the best thing about 4?
freak harry potter cm aku jgk!!!!

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
awk cantekla....

15. What is the best thing about 2?
mmm....page blog die cantik.....nk mcm tu jgk...

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
pnah ke x ek???
najwa, pnah x???

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
ish...byk sgt...

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
ala...igt nk g klcc jmpe die tuesday ni...tp ntahla... =(
*sigh*

19. How is 7 different from 6?
mmmm....yam kecik sket dr iera...but both are my friends =D

20. Is 2 pretty?
yes you totally are!!!

21. What was your 1st impression of 5?
putih nye die....

22. How did you meet 3?
classmate dr form 1 kot....

23. Who's 5?
Nur Izzati Azhar...
*btul ke x ni???*

24. Do you hate 2?
ish...jauh panggang dr api..

25. Have you seen 8 in the last month?
nope....da lme sgt xjmpe....sdey

26. When was the last time you saw 6?
dlm dewan exam i guess.....paper meds&society

27. Have you been to 5's house?
blum berkesempatan ag..maybe next tyme

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
on 29th of june...dlm lecture hall...
obviously

29. Are you close to 1?
close jgkla...

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
harry potter and the goblet of fire...kte nangis sme2....

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
pernah...kt skolah...biasela...kan tkuk =D

32. Would you give 9 a hug?
mestila....

33. When have you lied to 3?
mmmm....pnah ke x....kalo pnah, sory ye belle..

34. Is 1 good at socializing?
yes she is!!!

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
kitorg slalu g joging keliling tasek sme2...

38. Has 2 met your parents?
blum ag....as friends for sure

39. How did you meet 1?
universiti kebangsaan malaysia medical school

40. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
uiks....x kot...

41. Do you live close to 7?
kuala pilah -- selayang
jauh ke dekat??

42. What is 8's favourite food?
tkuk...ko ske mkn ape ek???

44. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
erm...xpnah jauh2...tp bley kate da round 1 kl ngan die da

45. If you give 4 a $100, What would she / he spend it on?
bg zerp 100.....nk ape zerp??


fuhh!!~~~
selesai pon....mmm..sape2 rse cm da xde bnde nk buat...
anggapla diri anda tlah di 'TAG' okeih!!

till then

entry buat A.B.A.H

first & foremost
sorry bah, sbb entry ni terawal 1 hari...

to my beloved abah,



Mr Ahmad Khairudin Wahab

HAPPY ABAH'S DAY

i know that abah wont read ths entry
but nevertheless...
this entry will be fully dedicated to ths special man in my life =D

honestly...
at ths tyme of the year...
there are a lot of things to be said to our dads..
but when it comes to the part of saying them out loud,
words eventually failed us all...

i wrote ths in the past week
i found it so hard as u are a man that no word can describe
come what may abah, i'll try to put them in words...


abah,
abah ingat lg x tyme dira mule2 masuk shah pekan dlu...
u cried when u saw me crying..
tp abah blik jgk sbb abah tau tindakan abah anta dira situ btul
ape yg abah buat had made me who i am today

abah,
abah ingat lg x tyme pertama kali abah tgk dira debate...
debate uiam wktu tu, lawan saser...
wpun abah kdg2 keberatan ble dira ckp dira kne g debate kt mne2..
tp that day dira happy tgk muka abah...
dira rse berbaloi sume effort yg dira letak utk debate tu even xsebyk mne..
kakme ckp abah bangga sgt...
dira lg bangga sbb buat abah bangga

abah,
abah ingat lg x hari result spm dira kuar...
kte mmg da plan nk g pekan amik result dira sme2 tp last2 dira g ngan ibu ngan bdak2 ni je..
abah ade hal, tp ibu ckp abah nervous sbnrnye ngan result tu...
half way nk smpi pekan, abah call dira...
rpe2nye abah da call skolah dlu, abah da tau da result dira...
abah nangis, tp dira happy sbb abah nangis gembira dgn result dira..

abah,
abah ingat lg x tyme abah xbg dira pg jepun..
dira mrh2, rse mcm xnk ckp ngan abah lg..
tp abah nasihat dira elok2..
abah ingatkn dira ape sbnrnye yg ade dlm hati dira..
ape sebenarnye impian hidup dira...
u guide me to the right path..

abah,
abah ingat lg x tyme g register kt ukm..
abah bangga smpi abah nk tman dira register...
tp xbley sbb student je yg bley masuk..
lpas register dira perasan abah bli keychain ukm utk letak kunci kereta abah, dira happy
ble da pindah ukm kl, hari pertama after orientation abah da dtg..
bwk dira dinner kt restoran nelayan...
dira happy lg...
dira janji dira blaja rajin2, jd doktor yg baik demi abah....

abah,
mungkin ape yg dira buat slama ni terlalu kecil utk bls segala ape yg abah da buat utk dira..
tp dira syg abah and dira akan tetap syg abah smpi ble2 pun...
i love u abah
and
happy father's day


besides the entry
the song which is currently playing itself in my blog is also for you..
it is one of the fabulous tracks i found in Taylor's latest album Fearless
i found this song so special and meaningful
and it is 100% for my abah

The Best Day
by Taylor swift

I'm five years old, it's getting cold, I've got my big coat on
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you and run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides, look now, the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
But I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know that I had the best day with you today

I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean
I come crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And you drive and drive until we've found a town far enough away
And we talk and window-shop till I've forgotten all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day with you today

I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother, inside and out, he's better than I am
I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run
And I had the best days with you

There is a video I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me
It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs
And daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
And you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
For staying back and watching me shine
And I didn't know if you knew, so I'm taking this chance to say
That I had the best day with you today


till then

p/s: i do have had a lot of 'Best Days' with u and i am looking forward with more of that in the coming future...

::D:U:R:I:A:N::

seronoknye..i dont even know musim durian is here...the best part is Cik Ali depan umah ni anta 4 biji durian td...anak die yg anta...seronok sgt...merasala mkn durian before blik KL..

yoohoooo!!!!!

T..0..DAY

the last tyme i really worked out for an entry was 6 days ago...
*pheewww....about a week i didn't post anything apart for tagging...*

so,
today was not really special compared to the previous ones..
nevertheless, a couple of things happened not just today but also yesterday and the day before yesterday...

first & foremost..
i was *and still am* having a bad colicky pain in the abdominal area....
it wasn't *and isn't* consistent...
but when the pain comes, there is no word that can describe..
*ibu asked me to go to the clinic....but i refused~~~*

but nevermind bout that...
i am kinda immune with stomachache and things that go along with it =D

for the first tyme also today...
i bought my two adorable yuki & futoi a new pack of wood shavings for their bedding


*OMG....i cost me MYR11....*
the first i bought in melaka is fininshed already...
i change their bedding once in three days...
or depends on their conditions sometimes...
but i knew i had to change it when they started to dig into the wood shavings in their cage...
it is like a signal to tell me they are no longer comfortable with the bedding..
so i change.....

i also found out that my hamsters are a total eater...
*they eat almost anything*
cucumber
carrot
sengkuang
[obviously i don't know what sengkuang is in english...]
oreo
chicken
grapes
u name it!!!

after they've eaten, they will play with the wheel...then they will go to sleep...
*sleeping is the best and most adorable tyme for us to look at them*


this is yuki
[leaning to the slide...sleeping obviously]



this is futoi
[soundly sleeping]


i just love both of them...
and the best part was that...

my dad had allowed me to bring them to college next sem...yay!!~~~~

i still remeber the short conversation..i was playing with these two midgets at that particular tyme when he asked

abah : kakya nk bwk blik oster ni blik kolej ke??
me : nak nak nak!!~~ [dgn senyuman mengharap]
abah : mmm.....bwkla....sekor ke dua2??
me : dua2 la...xkn nk pisahkn...sian diorg...
abah : yela..tp kalau pelajaran kakya jatuh, abah amik blik oster ni...
me : yay!!ok abah!!~~

then he just went into the bathroom...leaving me with a wide smile on my face... =D


so....now i am just waiting for the day to go back to friends, books and the fascinating new medical stuffs =)


till then

tagged by k.a.k.a.k

Apa perasaan anda sekarang?

• bosan...ngadap pc ni tp xde menda nk buat.......
  

Saya nak makan..?

• xde selera nk mkn jgk.... *sigh*
  

Saya tak suka ..?

• org yg ske underestimate org len..mcmla awk tu bagus sgt...
  

Impian saya?

• byk sgtla....
  

Haiwan yg saya tak suka?

• insects obviously!!~~~
  

Saya harapkan?

• kakak kawin cepat2...nk ank sedara...... =D
  

Jika boleh putarkan masa?

• xmau putar2....
  

Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang?

• a good doctor, wife, mother, blablabla.....
  

Handphone saya adalah sebuah?

• se yg da calar2....sdey =(
  

Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?

• brape ek??~~~~ 2 kot....
  

Saya suka pada?

• makanan
  

Kawan² saya?

• baek, seronok, understanding, blablabla...
  

Pernah dikhianati?

• pnah....mcm slalu je...
  

Apa yg anda hendak lakukan terhadap org yg mengkhianati anda?

• let bygone be bygone...
  

Senaraikan 6 org utk di tag:

1. paan
   
2. iera
   
3. zati
   
4. madi
   
5. belle
   
6. najwa
   

*sorila kpd yg asyik di'tag'.......*

a picture means a thousand words

this entry is filled with pictures of me, family & friends
i searched and collected as many pictures as i could and put them here
i dont think words could do me now
these are just a small portion of what my 19 years of living had been



some of my childhood pictures

i love being small
if only i could turn back the time,
this will be where i wish i could go back =D


primary school
[sekolah kebangsaan kuala pilah]
*the only picture i have =(*

i dont really have pictures in primary school
but memories still bloom in me


secondary school :: lower form
[sekolah sains sultan haji ahmad shah pekan]


secondary school :: upper form
[sekolah sains sultan haji ahmad shah pekan]

secondary school is fun!!~~
i learned lots of things during my school days
friendship is the most prized among all


english & japanese intensive course
[japanese associate degree]

this was what i do after my SPM
at that times, i do thought that i can be an engineer one day
but as i think back, that is not what i really want to be
and i am happy and satisfied with the path i had chose... =D


[johore matriculation college]

i spent a year here..
and for sure many things happened
i missed my roommates and friends there...


university life
[universiti kebangsaan malaysia :: medical school]

this is where i am now
i hope i will succeed in this medical school and become a good doctor in 4 years time..
*insyaAllah*



at the end of doing this entry
i realise the title was the most correct one.
it is totally true

A PICTURE MEANS A THOUSAND WORDS


till then

s0ngs =D

it was late at night
and i was actually listening to

The Show by Lenka

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
and I don’t know why

Slow it down make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
‘cuz it’s too much, yeah it’s a lot
to be something I’m not

I’m a fool out of love
‘Coz I just can’t get enough

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
I can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy The Show

The sun is hot in the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It’s a joke nobody knows
They’ve got a ticket to that show …yeah

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
and I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
it’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
oh oh
Just enjoy the show
oh oh

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Dum de dum dudum de dum
Just enjoy The Show

Dum de dum dudum de dum
Just enjoy The Show

I want my money back (3x)
Just enjoy The Show

I want my money back (3x)
Just enjoy The Show



then
i browsed further
and i came across this one....

i totally am into this song..
so sad,
yet so meaningful...

Live Like You're Dying
by Lenka

One of these days you’ll be
under the covers you’ll be
under the table and you’ll realize
all of your days are numbered;
all of them one to one hundred.
All of them millions.
All of them trillions.
So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for mall.
no no

Take every moment; you know that you own them.
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.

Give me a reason
to fight the feeling
that there’s nothing here for me.
Cause none of its easy,
I know it wasn’t meant to be.
I know it’s all up to me
I know it's all up to me
So what am I gonna do with my time?
oh

Ill take every moment, I know that I own them.
It’s all up to you to do whatever you choose.

Live like you’re dying and never stop trying.
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.

All of the moments you didn’t notice;
gone in the blink of an eye.
All of the feelings you couldn’t feel
no matter how you try.
oh oh

Take every moment; you know that you own them.
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.

Live like you’re dying and never stop trying.
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.

Live like you’re dying and never stop trying.
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.

oh oh

this song made me realise how short our life is
and how important it is for us to ensure that every single moment left are filled with good and meaningful things
i hope this song will give meaning to you as it gave meaning to me...


till then

T.A.G.G.E.D [by miss fifi yg superadorable]

1st Award

Copy award di bawah untuk diletakkan di blog anda

Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang si pemberi award ini

1. she was one of my dormsis..
she was even my dorm leader when i was in form 4
*long live A10!!~~*

2. we all call her kak fifi..
but her real name is amirah afiqah..
*nice name...both real one and not real one =D*

3. she is super cute!!
and i do really really adore her cuteness...

4. she as the dorm leader together with all the members of A10 made my dream come true
we decorate our dorm with the theme 'harry potter'
super nice!!~~

5. kak fifi....
i miss u & would like to meet u some other tyme
*wink*

Setiap blogger mestilah menyatakan 10 fakta atau hobi diri sndiri sebelum memilih

1. i like white A LOT

2. i like to have people i love around me
no matter what condition i am in!!~~

3. i want to travel around the world sometime in the future~

4. i just love harry potter
both the books and the movies
*AWESOME*

5. i like to read fictional books
love story, thriller, advanture, magic, teen, etc
*anything seriously....i am not choosy =D*

6. i like to eat almost anything that is halal
*honestly!!!!*

7. i like shopping
shoes, tops, bottoms, bags, and the list goes on....

8. i like movies
*27 Dresses...my fav!!~~*

9. i like music
*currently listening to the show by lenka*

10. i enjoy studying...
i love what i am doing now and i hope i can be a good doctor in 4 years time..
*insyaAllah*

Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award...

1. miss najwa khairudin

2. miss nuraina khairudin

3. miss mardhiah yusof

4. miss hafizah hemdan

5. miss shairah rahman

6. miss najwa fadhlina

7. miss nabila farhana

8. miss farhana syazwani

9. miss atikah dawam

10. miss maryam hadi

2nd Award


RULES:
1. put this badge on your awesome blog.
2. award this badge to 10 blogger whom you think are inspirational and friendly.
3. make sure you put the 'recipients' name here, along with their links.
4. let them know about this.

1. miss najwa~http://najwaturner.blogspot.com

2. miss aina~http://ainaness.blogspot.com

3. miss mardhiah~http://maryuuza.blogspot.com

4. miss fiza~http://sitinurhafizah.blogspot.com

5. miss shairah~http://shyra-myownworld.blogspot.com

6. miss najwa fadhlina~http://enz897.blogspot.com

7. miss belle~http://uniquecorn.blogspot.com

8. miss paan~http://marimaintengteng.blogspot.com

9. miss tkuk~http://tkuk.blogapot.com

10. miss maryam~http://maryamabh.blogspot.com

3rd Tag

1. how old are you?
- 19

2. are u single?
- don't think so

3. at what age do you think you’ll get married?
- tataula...tp for sure complete degree and housemanship first

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
- i hope so...~~~ =D

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- can't think of any

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
- havn't think of that yet

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
- traditional with lots of white fresh flowers...

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
- no idea

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
- haven't think of that either

10. Will that include your exes?
- anyone may come as long as there's no chaos

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
- layers???nk unique shapes bley x??
*how bout cake in the shape of......*

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
- at night bley??

13. name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding?
- that one pon haven't think of

14. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?
- depends...both also can...

15. Champagne or red wine?
- halal beverages obviously...

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- haven't think of that too

17. money or household item?
- both!!~~

18. how many kids would you like to have?
depends..

19. will you record your honeymoon in cd?
- yes =D

20. I want to know their wedding planning
don't know yet!!~~


mmg pelik2 tag ni...
sabar jela sape2 yg telah ditag ye..


till then