Tuesday, December 29, 2009

b.a.d dream

the dream was bad
and tremendously real
waking out of it seems like walking out of another life into another one
*stressing on how REAL the dream had been*

i cant remember how i had fallen asleep
as far as i remember
i was re-reading anatomy of the git
*and the book&notes were beside me when i woke up*

i remember my home in the dream
my mom, my best neighbour friend, my azeezie and some other people
it was not actually that frightening that it cause me to wake up in a sudden
but it was heart-tearing
i felt so sad when i woke up that the first thing i did was to call him
and i cried upon hearing his voice
thank god he was there for me!!
*i still wet my keyboard with tears as i typed this T_T*
**luckily keyboard ade cover**

still couldnt believe my eyes seeing things around right now
thank you Allah for letting me live in this life instead of the one in my dream

till then


p/s : azeezie, i love you so <3<3<3

Thursday, December 24, 2009

tahniah a.d.e.k

hari ni
24 dec 2009
anak bongsu kamat dpt 8a utk pmr die
dan die adelah adek sye!!!


much congratulations to you dear
after this sure dpt byk collection kan
ape lg..belanjela kakak2 awk..lol =))

saye sgt berbangga!!

till then


p/s : skarang teruskn berdoa utk ajim pulak!!amin!!~~~

Tuesday, December 22, 2009


it's almost 4

and i'm still up


Monday, December 21, 2009

5 orang anak k.a.m.a.t ~transformed~

last sat, my mom had a cleaning day on her room
*not just ordinary daily cleaning thingy*
**this one a real humongous one**

i'm not here to tell her day
but posting on something she found that day

this picture was actually printed on a windscreen's cover
*i honestly dont know the real term of the thingy*
and the cover was a gift my father received in 2008
in conjunction with Olympic Games in Beijing last year
*pnyela da lme..tp bru skarang nk gne*
**my sister a.i.n.a took it**

since there are five of them in the picture
and there are five of us in the family
so kitorg *me, my sis a.i.n.a , y.u.m.n.i & n.a.j.w.a* pun kinda pairkn character tu with ourselves and our personality
then ble sume org da dpt character masing2
kitorg rujuk pandapat abah
and here are the results

Siti Nuraina Ahmad Khairudin
a.k.a NINI

this at first was actually given to me
but then last2 kakak yg dpt

reason kitorg :

character tu mcm ayu2 sket
sort of my sister type of personalitytype yg senang kne buli especially ngan adek =D

abah ckp :

sesuaila dgn kakak
mata character tu mcm nk lelap je
*my sis yg ni mmg sgt kuat tido...kan kak kan!!!???*

Siti Yumni Ahmad Khairudin
a.k.a BEIBEI

yg ni mmg automatically kakme punye character

reason kitorg :

bibir die tebal mcm kakme
itu je

abh ckp :

abh xckp ape2pun
die gelak je ble tau reason kitorg

Siti Nadhira Ahmad Khairudin

this is me

reason kitorg :

character ni hyper mcm kakya
g dapur pun nk berlari
melompat2 mcm bdak xsdr diri
*yup!!that really sounds like me*

abah ckp :

mmm..comel mcm kakya
*this is direct quotation okay!!*
**adek hot je.. =P**

Muhamad Hazim Ahmad Khairudin

this is the biggest character
and for me, it suits my brother

reason kitorg :

die besar & tinggi mcm ajim
pastu mcm jantan sket kot

abah cakap :


Siti Najwa Ahmad Khairudin

this one is for the youngest

reason kitorg :

character ni mcm comel and baby-like
so sesuai la utk adek kecik perasan baby ni
*adek pun berebut nk yg ni...bg jela~~*

abah cakap :

hidung die besar mcm adek...
*pastu die gelak =D*


tamatla kisah anak2 k.a.m.a.t

till then


Sunday, December 20, 2009

never knew i needed ~ in <3

first time i heard this one was during the end credit of Disney's Princess & The Frog
dalam hati mmg da teragak da
"this sounds like ne-yo"
rse mcm nk tngu smpi credit utk ost kuar
tp org sblh sibuk nk kuar da
so xpat tgk credit and dgr that song smpi the end

throughout the week
adela once or twice dgr fragments of that song kt fly ngan hitz
mesti xde mention sape yg nyanyi
so diam mcm tu jela

blik rumah this weekend
dgr time adek n.a.j.w.a gne my lappy
so it's true
ne-yo pnye lagu
i fell in love with it at once
*tp skarang bru nk post..huhuhu*

never knew i needed
by ne-yo

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)

For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

You're the best thing I Never Knew I Needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always

My accidental happily (ever after oh oh oh)
The way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

You're the best thing I never knew I needed (oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (that I needed)
So now it's so clear I need you here always

Who'd knew that I'd be here (who'd knew that I'd be here oh oh)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
Undeniably happy (hey)
Said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)
Girl you're the...

You're the best thing I never knew I needed (said I needed oh oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (needed oh)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
Baby baby
Now it's so clear I need you here always

till then


p/s : nk g konsert ne-yo kt kl bley x??

Friday, December 18, 2009


congratulations MALAYSIA for winning the SEA Games football final match against Vietnam
u *referring to the team* had made us all proud


salam maal hijrah to all
may new year brings new happiness and new hopes to us all

till then


Monday, December 14, 2009


once a friend said,

"it is always our intention to do the best for others, but do they think of it that way??"

i considered myself weak in many ways
too many that it will be impossible to mention
i wanted to do the best in everything
to act in the most rightful way
to treat others in the best way they deserve

but life means not to have everything to turn out the way we want it to be
we made mistakes

it was never my intention to hurt


till then


p/s : blame muse for this post~~~

Saturday, December 12, 2009

may i become a princess?

alert : this post contains individual perception towards a thing and be remind that human perceptions differ among one another

Q1 : may an ordinary girl turn into a princess??
Q2 : is it possible that i frog might turn into a prince just by kissing it??
Q3 : is there always happily ever efter??

A1,2,3 : anything's possible in Disney's world

i went watching this beautiful fairy tale

*i always find myself attached to Disney princesses*
**i bet all girls who watched Disney's fairy tales felt that**

there was :

Snow White
Belle from Beauty and The Beast
Aurora from The Sleeping Bauty
Jasmine from Aladdin
Ariel from The Little Mermaid

and the list goes on

now, a brand new one

Tiana from The Princess and The Frog

the home-made synopsis

Tiana was a young lady from a middle class family with big dream. she wanted to have her very own restaurant, fulfilling her late father's dream as well. forgetting how to enjoy her life, tiana spent every moment working in order to collect money to set up her own place. she has a very good friend, Charlotte whom totally differ from tiana in spite of her family background. this friend of her would do anything to marry a prince. later come Prince Naveen from Maldonia who had been sent away by his royal family because he's too spoilt. all he ever care about was money and money and money plus fun and music. the culprit in the movie was The Shadow Man. he turned prince naveen into a frog and when later naveen changed tiana into a frog too, the juorney of knowing reality and pursuing dreams began.

*it was a totally beautiful story*

a few remarks on what happened yesterday

when i went into the cinema yesterday, 3/4 of the audiences were children
and to make it even better
everyone was clapping when the story ended
*i believe children are very appreciative and sincerely believe in fairy tales*

i actually shed tears at two parts of the movie

first is when charlotte would kiss the frog [prince naveen] in order to help changed tiana into human again though she knew that the prince loved tiana and would never marry her [charlotte]
i thought that a friendship bond between that two friends must be really strong that charlotte would do anything for tiana even if it means that she have to forget her own

the second one was when ray died and be with her evangeline
*i dont have reason why i cried at this particular part...i just did*

in a nutshell
i give this fairy tale 5 stars

may i become a princess???

alert : this post contains individual perception towards a thing and be remind that human perceptions differ among one another

p/s : i just love fairy tales!!!!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

may i take a look at your abdomen please??

first and foremost
dont think me as a pervert
*the title was just one phrase i learnt today*

i had my first clinical skill learning for this particular semester
and it was on history taking & physical examination of the gastrointestinal tract
*the third system after cardiovascular and respiratory*

i was expecting it to be hard and complicated
*seeing the video at first, i didnt understand a single thing*
but Alhamdulillah
my, our group's facilitator is such a very young and good doctor

Dr. Faiz Daud
a orthorhinolaryngologist
*correct me please if i spelled it incorrectly*

he's funny
appreciate every effort that we put in the discussion
he's a good teacher
i can actually practise the physical examination now
and i believe i can teach others too
*showing how good he had taught us and how all of us understand what we are supposed to understand*

he tried very hard to memorised all of our names
*there's 10 of us in a group*
at last
he remembered i believe all of us including mye whom he decide to call sofia
mye was reluctant at first
but eventually she just let go
*personally,i think sofia is a beautiful name...it sounds very feminine...me likey!!!*

at the end of the day

i know how to measure the liver span which should be 8-12 cm in normal individual
i know that the abdomen is resonant on percussion except for the liver area
i know kidneys arent ballotable in normal individual
i know that the spleen can only be palpated and will sound dull on percussion when there's enlargement
i know these things might sound lame to some others
and may be just simple things
every complex and great thing is known by knowing the simple ones first
*i quoted this from myself~~~ =D*

till then


p/s : there'll be a video conference with Tuanku Mukhriz tomorrow morning....i wonder which baju kurung to be worn...mmmmmm~~~~