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selamat tahun baru semua

with love

alhamdulillah

time : 1050 am

i was sitting in the lecture hall when kan chan siang came up to me and said,

"nad, short case 230 this evening at OB2"

*short case - an assessment of your clinical skills in palpating patients in obstetrics and gynaecology plus some discussion on diseases related to pregnancy*

i was like

WTH!!!!

suddenly my mind went blank

omygod

mcm mne nk short case

totally unprepared

but still

no matter what i said that time, the short case will still be carried out and i should be covering what i can at that time

*****

time : 2.45pm

i saw her walking in the ward

in my opinion the most beautiful specialist in the department

my heart was tachycardic

and my palms were as cold as ice

nothing can describe the feeling that particular moment

then she called us one by one making sure all of us were there already

and she told siang to come with her first and the rest of us to wait in the tutorial room

so off we went to the tutorial room

time flies

*****

time : 3.40 pm

the three of us in the tutorial room were restless

what took so long?

as far as we knew, short cases normally will only take 15 - 20 minutes

and here we are waiting for almost an hour

then yin ru came in, and said,

"dr lim went to the labour room to conduct delivery of her patient from wad khas. u all tunggu ok. jgn pegi mane2"

we were like

ohmygod!!

more waiting

*sigh*

*****

time : 410 pm

the door of the tutorial room was opened by someone

and there stood dr lim, smiling to us and said,

"do u want to know what happened? haih..come..nur fathurah. i'll try to make you meet your death as fast as possible"

so we were dumbfounded

and fathurah followed her

*****

time : 425 pm

dr lim entered the room again calling chai xin hang as the next candidate

then there left me, alone, counting second by second

*****

time : 445pm

at last

my turn came

i followed her to the bed

and the patient was already diagnosed to be in active phase of labour with the cervical os 4 cm

so arm need to be done before sending her to the labour room

at first i thought that it would be the end of my life since we might need to find another patient who is pregnant to be palpated

and that would take forever since the red ward was already filled with postnatal patients

luckily, the patient said that she was okay for only another student to palpate her abdomen

so i went on

palpating pregnant lady with on previous scar, currently at 35 weeks and 6 days period of amenorrhea with uterus smaller than her dates

there were mistakes here and there

but overall i was quite confident with myself

and the discussion after that went well too

Alhamdulillah

Allah, i cant thank you enough

*****

time : 505 pm

i went back with smile on my face

enjoying obstetrics and gynaecology posting even more

and hoping for good result

with love

p/s :

~ thanks a lot Dr Rahana for teaching me skills in palpating abdomen with gravid uterus

~ thanks to my group members for helping me sharpen my skills and knowledge

~ thanks to Dr Lim Yun-Hsuen for making my short case uneventful

~ thanks you Allah for eveything =D

perempuan itu istimewa

two weeks until the end of obstetrics & gynaecology posting

*****

perempuan itu istimewa

6 weeks in obs & gynae opened my eyes a lot

even as a lady, i never thought women had the capability that i knew we actually do have now

in obs & gynae, we dealt with women from the very young up till the very old

yg paling magnificent sekali would be dealing with pregnant women

after all this time, kite cuma dgr people mention

penat ibu mengandung 9 bulan sepuluh hari

hormat mak, die jage kite dlm perut lame

die yang lahirkn kite

die yang besarkan kite

die yang jge kite malam2 up till the point xkn ade seekor nyamuk pun yang hinggap kat badan kite

but actually, do we really go deep into these sayings?

most of us actually did not experience watching the pain of women in labour

ya Allah..tuhan je yang tau

i may not experienced it yet

but watching mothers struggle with contractions pain, waiting for the cervical os to dilate up to 10 cm sent chills up my spine

kalau yang os fully dilate after 2-3 hours tu xpe jgk

tp bygkn yg kene tngu smpi 11-12 hours just to make sure the baby is safely delivered

dgn contractions 1 in 2 minutes

Subhanallah

the first thing that came to my mind after observing the first delivery in my life was

"ya Allah, macam manela ibu bole tahan semua ni smpi 5 kali"

seriously

only after observed yg itu baru sedar mcm mane peritnye seorang perempuan tu nk bersalin

dgn episiotomy nye

pastu kne suture lg

blood loss yang slalunya not less than 250 mls

only women can withstand that

first time conduct delivery

i only tarik bahu je after midwife tarik kepala baby tu

ble baby tu da kuar, da cord clamp, kte angkat tunjuk kt mak die

time tu baby da nangis and obvious dpt tgk mak die senyum and as if hilang sume sakit yang die rase time tu

then ble baby tu da bersih, da wrap comel2, letak baby tu dlm warmer sebelah bed mak die

time tu pun obvious mak die akn tgk je baby tu

and baby tu pun kebil2 tgk mak die

kne jahit time tu pun xrase da kot

indahnya kuasa Tuhan

kte yang melihat ni pun rase happy tgk the bond yg formed just by looking into each others eyes

that was an amazing experience

6 weeks thought me a lot

in Al-Qur'an, ade satu surah dinamakan sempena wanita

- an-Nisa' -

in medical practice, ade satu major specialty just addressing women

- obstetrics and gynaecology -

perempuan memang istimewa

itu hakikatnya

*****

2 weeks till the end of obstetrics & gynaecology posting

with love

c.h.r.i.s.t.m.a.s

it's one day post-christmas

nk post something

tp tatau ape

maybe next time

merry christmas to those who celebrate!!

with love

empat empat puluh satu pagi

pagi ni tibe2 terasa nk post blog yg da lme sgt xbukak

sibuk ke?

ntah..mungkin sibuk kot

case write ups sume da anta

kad jemputan dinner sume da ready

so rse ringan skit kepala

kalau x tu,sume bnde nk kne fkir

dgn ward round hari2

conduct delivery yg belum complete

short case

penatnye

***

banyak bnde jd since last time post blog

yg plg besar skali would be my sis wedding

mcm xpercaya

kakak yg slama ni jd bahan buli kitorg adik beradik da kawin

skarang da xbole nk call die ajak die kuar suke2 ati da

nk blik ngan die pun da susah

pasni kne blik naik train kalau die xnk balik

dlu bole paksa2

skarang da lain

nk call die ajak g pavi beli donut pun da xbole

rase kekok ble ade lelaki lain yg lg tua dlm umah selain abah

and kekok ble abah yg anta saya blik hukm instead of naik snowvy die yg kadang2 mcm kereta hantu tu

kekok ble blik umah tidur tiga org je dlm bilik yg selama ni berempat

apepun

saya doa die bahagia smpi ble2

dia mungkin xbole teman saya smpi ble

sbb die ade hidup die jgk

tp die tetap kakak saya

saya sayang kakak saya

s.p.e.e.c.h.l.e.s.s

it's finally going to come to an end

the awesome magical journey we've all been traveled since 10 years

(or even longer for those who read the book earlier)

cant wait!!

with love (and anticipation)

selagi hayat dikandung badan, takkan putus tali persaudaraan

ages it has been since my last post

masuk clinical year ni

rse berat sgt tgn nk menaip post

ni pun belum tentu berkekalan lagi

anyway

itu sume x penting

yang penting post kali ni

it is juat a perspective of a 20 years old girl towards attitude of those older than her

first of all

this is my favourite iklan raya for this year

thumbs up to maxis

everytime i watch this ad

truthfully, tears will be there

it serves its purpose very well

to remind us all about silaturrahim yang xkn mungkin putus

say whatever u want

but that's the fact

"selagi hayat dikandung badan, takkan putus tali persaudaraan"

it brought me back to the 3rd hari raya incident

*in which i am not even there*

i never thought people can gaduh around hari raya

it's raya folks!!

it's the time of the year to mend up broken relationships,

to forgive and forget,

to realise that no matter how big the grudges that you're holding towards another people, this is the time to let go

*it's not that i'm saying we can only do this during raya, but that's the tradition right??!!!*

to make it even worse

the one gaduh around was the older generation

*sorry if someone gets hurt reading this*

but grow up!!

if that's what you are going to show to us the younger generation,

then what do u expect us to be like??

everybody has anger,

everybody has things they dont like about other people

but do realise that we are not perfect

we will never be

so start trying to accept others as how they are

and people will start to accept you too

please everyone out there

stop fighting around

it will only bring you sadness and anger and stress

and later will eventually lead to heart problem and death

*literally!!*

just remember this

"selagi hayat dikandung badan, takkan putus tali persaudaraan"

selamat hari raya

with love

first chocolate b.r.o.w.n.i.e.s

my first trial of making chocolate brownies

and it's a success

yay!!

recipe : choc brownies

next mission : cheese cake

till then

with love

i actually drove the b.e.n.z

yesterday my abah picked me up from college

the real plan at first was that i will go home with my sis aina today instead of asking my abah to pick me up

eventhough exam ended on tuesday

however

wednesday night

my abah called

and this was how part of the conversation like

abah : kakya nk balik esk x?abah bley amik..sbb abah mmg ade hal kt shah alam hari tu

me : xpela bah..mcm menyusahkan..kakya blik ngan kakak jela hari jumaat

abah : xpela..kalau abah amik kakya esk,blik tu kakya bwkla kete ni..abah duk sblh je

*stunned*

me : haaa?!!!serious??

abah : yela..

me : mmm..nnti dira fkirla dlu..takut xsmpat nk kemas brg je..nnti kakya confirm ngan abah smula ye

seriously

my abah knows how to lure me into going back with him

giving me the opportunity to drive his car

*something i thought i can only dream about*

to tell the truth

i am the only one in this house with driving license yg belum merasa drive my abah's car tu lg

tp all this time i was like

xpela..saya masih blum layak lg kot nk drive kete tu..drive je la snowvy kakak tu

but last night

abah made my dream came true

*blissful =D*

i drove the sedan kt highway

abah pesan mule2, "kakya bwk jgn laju2..80-90 je ye"

saya pun angguk sajala

tp tgh2 highway tu, adela kete slow merata2

saya pun ckp kt abah saya, "dira potong kete ni bah ye"

my abah just replied, "kalau xde kete,potongla"

saya pun seronokla memotong kereta2 yg ada di highway tu

tp tiap kali nk take over, kne consult abah dlu

*ngeee =D*

seriously

driving abah's sedan sgt berbeza

xterasa lgsg ble laju

selesa je

this was the 3rd car i've drove

and the best yet

maybe because it was a b.e.n.z

till then

with love

made in s.w.e.d.e.n

all this time

pegi IKEA just for the pleasure of sight-seeing dlm showroom die

tp that day

disebabkan seronok sgt exam da selesai

i ended up buying 7 items

which i didnt have anything to regret about it

7 items in a affordable price

i was quite happy actually

unfortunately

i developed psychological dependence

*in lay-man term : addiction*

huhu

merbahaya

since duit scholar da masuk

so berisiko untuk memandu ke arah damansara

and ended up dkt IKEA lg

*sigh*

anyway

this post is actually to show

the 7 items i bought

first time spending money dkt IKEA

item 0 : Grimen

this one is my favourite

since 1st time i laid eyes on this bed

selesa gle

slalu baring2 ngan kakak ats katil ni kalau lalu bhgian bedroom

tp xbelila

*that's why it became item 0*

it will not serve the purpose pun kalau beli

item 1 : Lack

sort of side table

nk ltk dlm bilik kt ktdi nnti

*huhu..see prof..tlgla luluskn saya..saya da xsabar sgt nk g ktdi..siap beli furniture lg*

beli colour red so that my white V will look stunning on it

plus my new speaker is red in colour

*matching*

item 2 : Tindra

berries candles

seriously bilik wangi

time kakak ckp,kinda xpercaya

ble da bkr sndiri,then bru prcaya

wangi =D

item 3 : Vessla

ini mmg sgt perlu oke

container yg ade tayar kt bwh

so bley tolak merata2

and i no longer need to have the risk of getting prolapsed intervertebral discs everytime i need to move my heavy books from one place to another

yay!!

item 4 : Jall

this one utk menggantikan bakul ketam saya yang da koyak

so pasni bleyla bermalas-malasan before lipat baju

baju2,sila duduk diam2 dlm Jall oke!

item 5 : Praktisk

ini adala pelekat utk dilekatkn pada bwh permukaan furniture

supaya ia tidak bergerak2 dan tidak rosak

especially Mammut kesayangan saya

*Mammut akan diperkenalkan kpd umum di bawah =D*

item 6 : Mammut

ini kesukaan dan kesayangan saya

bangku comel berwarna putih

utk dipadankan dgn side table merah bernama Lack td

sgt suka!!!!

item 7 : Neglinge

sorry kerana trlupa utk snap gmbr die

it's actually a candleholder

yg digunakan utk pgg Tindra everytime i burn it

picture courtesy to IKEA

ini gmbr curik dr laman web IKEA =D

huhu

itula dia brg2 yg saya beli di IKEA

nnti nk ajak kakak saya pg lgla =D

till then

with love