i actually drove the b.e.n.z

yesterday my abah picked me up from college

the real plan at first was that i will go home with my sis aina today instead of asking my abah to pick me up

eventhough exam ended on tuesday

however

wednesday night

my abah called

and this was how part of the conversation like

abah : kakya nk balik esk x?abah bley amik..sbb abah mmg ade hal kt shah alam hari tu

me : xpela bah..mcm menyusahkan..kakya blik ngan kakak jela hari jumaat

abah : xpela..kalau abah amik kakya esk,blik tu kakya bwkla kete ni..abah duk sblh je

*stunned*

me : haaa?!!!serious??

abah : yela..

me : mmm..nnti dira fkirla dlu..takut xsmpat nk kemas brg je..nnti kakya confirm ngan abah smula ye

seriously

my abah knows how to lure me into going back with him

giving me the opportunity to drive his car

*something i thought i can only dream about*

to tell the truth

i am the only one in this house with driving license yg belum merasa drive my abah's car tu lg

tp all this time i was like

xpela..saya masih blum layak lg kot nk drive kete tu..drive je la snowvy kakak tu

but last night

abah made my dream came true

*blissful =D*

i drove the sedan kt highway

abah pesan mule2, "kakya bwk jgn laju2..80-90 je ye"

saya pun angguk sajala

tp tgh2 highway tu, adela kete slow merata2

saya pun ckp kt abah saya, "dira potong kete ni bah ye"

my abah just replied, "kalau xde kete,potongla"

saya pun seronokla memotong kereta2 yg ada di highway tu

tp tiap kali nk take over, kne consult abah dlu

*ngeee =D*

seriously

driving abah's sedan sgt berbeza

xterasa lgsg ble laju

selesa je

this was the 3rd car i've drove

and the best yet

maybe because it was a b.e.n.z

till then

with love

made in s.w.e.d.e.n

all this time

pegi IKEA just for the pleasure of sight-seeing dlm showroom die

tp that day

disebabkan seronok sgt exam da selesai

i ended up buying 7 items

which i didnt have anything to regret about it

7 items in a affordable price

i was quite happy actually

unfortunately

i developed psychological dependence

*in lay-man term : addiction*

huhu

merbahaya

since duit scholar da masuk

so berisiko untuk memandu ke arah damansara

and ended up dkt IKEA lg

*sigh*

anyway

this post is actually to show

the 7 items i bought

first time spending money dkt IKEA

item 0 : Grimen

this one is my favourite

since 1st time i laid eyes on this bed

selesa gle

slalu baring2 ngan kakak ats katil ni kalau lalu bhgian bedroom

tp xbelila

*that's why it became item 0*

it will not serve the purpose pun kalau beli

item 1 : Lack

sort of side table

nk ltk dlm bilik kt ktdi nnti

*huhu..see prof..tlgla luluskn saya..saya da xsabar sgt nk g ktdi..siap beli furniture lg*

beli colour red so that my white V will look stunning on it

plus my new speaker is red in colour

*matching*

item 2 : Tindra

berries candles

seriously bilik wangi

time kakak ckp,kinda xpercaya

ble da bkr sndiri,then bru prcaya

wangi =D

item 3 : Vessla

ini mmg sgt perlu oke

container yg ade tayar kt bwh

so bley tolak merata2

and i no longer need to have the risk of getting prolapsed intervertebral discs everytime i need to move my heavy books from one place to another

yay!!

item 4 : Jall

this one utk menggantikan bakul ketam saya yang da koyak

so pasni bleyla bermalas-malasan before lipat baju

baju2,sila duduk diam2 dlm Jall oke!

item 5 : Praktisk

ini adala pelekat utk dilekatkn pada bwh permukaan furniture

supaya ia tidak bergerak2 dan tidak rosak

especially Mammut kesayangan saya

*Mammut akan diperkenalkan kpd umum di bawah =D*

item 6 : Mammut

ini kesukaan dan kesayangan saya

bangku comel berwarna putih

utk dipadankan dgn side table merah bernama Lack td

sgt suka!!!!

item 7 : Neglinge

sorry kerana trlupa utk snap gmbr die

it's actually a candleholder

yg digunakan utk pgg Tindra everytime i burn it

picture courtesy to IKEA

ini gmbr curik dr laman web IKEA =D

huhu

itula dia brg2 yg saya beli di IKEA

nnti nk ajak kakak saya pg lgla =D

till then

with love

m.a.a.f

sorry sebab suda lama tidak update blog ini

mulai hari ini, dan sebulan yg akan dtg *insyaAllah jika saya lulus exam saya*

saya akan kerap menambah isi blog ini okeh!!

jika tidak lulus *nauzubillah* saya perlu kembali menghadap nota2 neuroscience saya

*nota2 tersebut terpilih kerana paper tersebut yang relatively mempunyai possibility gagal yang agak tinggi*

apa2pun,doakan saya lulus oke

till then

with love

exam, post-exam & first day at h.o.m.e

chapter 1 : e.x.a.m

first of all

result will be out on the 23rd

and i dont feel a thing

i should feel scared for the fact that i may failed paper/s

however, since it will be a week away

so, i'm trying not to stress myself so much about it i guess

in order to put everything that happened in my entire exam weeks in a nutshell

lets begin with a paper and continue with another one

or perhaps, lets make things easier

by concluding all papers into one

as usual

being UKM medical students

we have 4 modules to be completed every semester

and this time

the modules are :

the gastrointestinal & hepatobiliary system

the endocrine system

the neuroscience module

&

the reproductive system

so of all the four

the endocrine system would be my favourite

hormones give me rush i supposed

and

the neuroscience module would be the least preferred

maybe due to the fact that the first essay q which is terribly easy

unfortunately, i didnt remember a thing on cerebellum

and it ended up to be the worst essay q i've ever answered

seriously

two years of being medical student,

i've always had a thing with anatomy

but in this particular module

i purposely left out the whole topic on cerebellum when i did my final reading the night before that particular paper

and anatomy became my worst nightmare

*sigh*

no matter how i put it into words

none can describe how i felt

and i know that the only things left to do would be praying

so that i'll pull through the exam

and the results next week can put smile on my face

chapter 2 : p.o.s.t-e.x.a.m

bergembira bersama kawan-kawan

this time

let the pictures do the talking

chapter 3 : hari pertama di r.u.m.a.h

sunyi

makan

tido

cepatla semester baru mula

xsabar nk masuk tahun klinikal

nk pki white coat sepanjang hari

*insyaAllah*

till then

with love

of e.x.a.m.s and r.e.a.l.i.t.y

last night we had a session with a senior which had successfully turned himself into a doctor 2 days ago

i was like, bestnye...aku ada lg 3 tahun..huhuhu

the fact that monday is the first day of examination chills me

worse than that, it's gastrointestinal system

which for me is the 2nd hardest module i've learned during my preclinical year

*the hardest one would be membrane&receptor*

sigh

please please please pray for me

i'm kinda excited to enter clinical years

having different postings every 3 months

having clinicians scoldings for the lackness in our knowledge

having the opportunities to actually touch patients and experience the real fact of becoming a doctor

having to wear white coats all the time =D

seriously

this is my dream

this is what i want to become

this is what i live to achieve

an MD

and yet

this upcoming 2 weeks will determine whether i have the ability to proceed

or the other way round

we can only plan

but Allah decides everything else

amin

till then

with love

p/s : to those whom i've hurt before, i'm sending tons of apology your way with all my heart...