in less than 24 hours

in less than 24 hours

we'll no longer share the same time range

we'll no longer share the same language of communication

we'll no longer looking into the same familiar environment

we'll no longer spending our day in the same weather

we'll no longer be a phone call away

i'll miss everything about you

that fills my day with tears and laughter

till then

with love

the c.h.r.o.n.o.l.o.g.y of march 16th

monday

1158pm

i was trying to finish my PBL when zatil came knocking at my door

zatil : nad..tlg..pintu bilik zatil terkunci

me : laaa...yeke..jomla kte g bukak

the moment i stepped out of the room

my twinklelittlestar called

wishing me happy turning 20

so i was actually on the phone when i walked to zatil's room

and she was in front of me

at about 40 cm from her room

zatil accidentally turned the door knob

proving that the door was not locked

the moment i arrived in front of the room

and zatil opened the door

there they are

singing birthday song for me

*sarinah*jijah*zue*zatil*nabilah*

with a chocolate cake on the floor

surrounded by 6 big candles around it

a birthday cake from great friends

i was so surprised that i kinda screamed

this was unexpected

totally unexpected

so i went in

the finished singing

and i blew the candles one after another

*it's hard as they are using the literally BIG candles used during blackouts..not the normal ones used for birthday celebrations*

then we ate

we laughed

ate some some

and that's it

i went back to my room

finishing my PBL

it was 1245am

*****

1015am

we gathered at the faculty cafe

*aini*sarinah*ainaa*mai*zue*jijah*zatil*nadzirah*deeba*

and i brought together the cake they bought for me last night

so we ate the cake together

and little did i know

they have something else for me

a make-up bag

a card

and a shawl

*me likey*

**thanks a lot girls!!**

1030am

PBL session

i went to the PBL room

and gave everyone the cake

*the cake is big enough for everyone to share*

**but i dont realised that none of my pblmates wished me birthday until later that day**

we had planned to went out today

since 2 weeks ago

so today we went to pavilion for group outing

actually the guys went out first

and the girls later as we need to pray first

i didnt expect anything at all

except food

some chit chatting

and more food

we had our lunch at T.G.I fridays

this was my first time having meals there

the food was a bit expensive

so i decided that i'll get the least expensive ones

and share drinks with rumaisa'

everything went uneventful until one of the waiter came to our table with a plate and a slice of cake on it

i was like

"ape nih??"

i was asked to stand on a chair

and everyone else sang birthday song for me

and i blew the candle on the cake

having a balloon burst in my face

it was surprising

totally surprising

a cake

and a card

from my rocking pblmates

seriously, i didnt see it coming

nothing at all

but it was fun

i never thought of having a surprise on me like that

thanks a million to my pblmates

*praba*rumaisa'*mye*jia*pohtse*hooiman*siang*pau*thanuja*

u guys totally rocks!!!

1650pm

after the group outing and the surprise thingy

i ran from pavilion to times square

*not literally*

to met him who came to KL on my birthday just to see me

*and buy his laptop*

it wasnt long

as he had to rushed to board bus to kuala pilah

but 1 hour was enough for us

we had sort-of-tea at Old Town White Coffee

and went sight-seeing at Borders

butit didnt matter to me

because he already celebrated my birthday earlier on march 12th

he treated me

bought me present

and i think that was enough

a bag from him

*azeezie, i love you*

1830pm

i reached my room

went online

and replied lots of birthday wishes in my facebook

*thanks everyone!! =D*

i also opened my favourite instant hijab online boutique, sugarscarf

and i realised it had been updated with tons of beautiful hijabs inside

i fell in love with 2 of them

and decided to ask for them

now currently waiting for the beautiful boutique owner to reply me

*hopefully i'll get them and consider them as birthday presents from me to myself*

that's my meaningful and exciting and fun day

till then

with lots of love

p/s : i also got a set of cuppacakes form my family last saturday for my birthday. it was early since my birthday falls on tuesday which is unfortunately a working day!!~~

my cuppacakes

*courtesy to +wondermilk*

p.r.o.u.d of them

i have t.h.r.e.e very important men in my life

and t.w.o of them had made me exceptionally happy and proud today

my lil brother

who got good result in his SPM today

definitely proud of you baby brother =D

welcome to the world of tertiary education where you can focus on what you like

and dump what you dont

plus no crazy exams like SPM anymore

my twinklelittlestar

who officially graduated today

and even had a column in berita harian

zettai happy for you

good luck in placing yourself abroad

in the place where english is not eligible anymore and japanese is required to survive

and please please please please please come back in 2012

i love you

another important men in my life had made me exceptionally happy and proud

not just today

but everyday of my life

my abah

who love me no matter who i am

totally proud being your daughter

love you so much

i heart you all

till then

with love

carrot, egg & coffee

this post is a note in which i was tagged in by a friend, qi wen

and i think that i want to share it with everyone reading my blog

Acarrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up, She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil.. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, ' Tell me what you see.'

Carrots, eggs, and coffee,' she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.

Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, 'What does it mean, mother?'

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently.. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting.. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

'Which are you?' she asked her daughter. 'When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

You might want to send this message to those people who mean something to you (I JUST DID); to those who have touched your life in one way or another; to those who make you smile when you really need it; to those who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down; to those whose friendship you appreciate; to those who are so meaningful in your life.

If you don't send it, you will just miss out on the opportunity to brighten someone's day with this message!

May we all be COFFEE!!!!!!!

till then

with love

any i.d.e.a how??

i need help

there's only 18 days left for me to think

on how

to bring these two nearer to one another

thanks for the help

with love