malu betul !!

assalamualaikum

sebelum terus merepek panjang kat post ni

ingin aku tekankan betapa

"malay language is my mother tongue"

gila malu hari ni

monday

20 jun 2011

today is our last monday kt sni

so according to schedule, ade seminar for long case presentation from every student

my turn was at the very last

actually yg tiga org da lepas dlu 

tiba2 pulak ada interview utk junior doctors pkul 3

so terpaksa mewujudkan hiatus selama 1 jam setengah

and by 430, i was the only one yg belum present

case tonsillitis je pun

bkn laryngeal carcinoma ke ape

so xdela sbb yg sgt besar utk nervous

tp ntah

maybe sbb 1st time present dpn mat saleh kan

mrAndreasHilger

Consultant Head & Neck Surgeon

dahla dgn accent british

tambah pulak bunyi2 german kt accent die tu

adoyai

so at 430, kitorg enter conference room

mrHilger : so, there's only you left to present

*korg bygknla accent british+german dia oke*

saya : yup

mrHilger : okay..but i think we dont need the projector..is it alright?

saya : yup..guna laptop je pun da cukup i think

*ini sgt memalukan oke*

budak2 ni gelak je time tu

tp mrHilger sgt baik

die angguk2 je, buat2 faham my statement

malu gila weh!!

xde perkataan yg bole menggambarkan perasaan malu ketika itu

oh tidak

tiada cheers kali ni

p/s : to mrAndreasHilger, i seriously didnt mean any disrespect..i was just too nervous perhaps :)

mixed feeling

assalamualaikum

tinggal 1 mggu je lg

actually da kurang drpd 1 mggu

da start ade mixed feelings

seriously rindu rumah

nk balik

mkn mcm2

jmpe sume org

blablabla

tp xnk tgglkn tmpt ni

blum puas explore lg

especially oxford street

macam mane ye?

why cant we be at 2 places in one time

and why must london and kuala lumpur be 13 hours apart

why cant they be just next to each other??

huh

soalan yang xde jawapan

anyway

it does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live

so lets go back to reality

esok ade presentation dgn mrHilger

wish me luck

then i have some more shopping to do

and late saturday night

i'll be boarding my flight back to kuala lumpur

=D

cheers

new.experience

assalamualaikum

pejam.celik.pejam.celik

da 2 mggu da menetap kt england

seriously

xpernah sangka akan merasa peluang ni

dlu mmg gila2 pnye teringin nk dtg sni

konon negara matsaleh ni cantik,sejuk,blablabla

tp mcm lutfi ckp smlm time tngu bas nk g sainsbury

"the grass will always look greener on the other side"

hujan emas di negeri org

hujan batu di negei sndiri

lebih baik negeri sndiri

hahaha

ini ternyata menunjukkan saya rindu malaysia

mne tak nye

duk sni hari2 mkn ubi kentang

hari2 makan roti bakar

hari2 makan sayur

sungguh rse sgt sihat sekarang ni

kalau ade penimbang berat

mau turun beberapa kilo =)

tapi pengalaman ni mmg xkn dpt kt mne2

balajr kt sni sgt berbeza drpd belajar kt ppukm

situation 1 :

(clinic hours)

knocked the door of the consultant's clinic room

me : excuse me mr ........ can i join your clinic this afternoon?

consultant : of course..come in..take a seat..please make yourself comfortable.

(ini mmg x pernah terjadi to me kt ukm)

grabbed a patient's file

consultant : alright..this patient came in with purulent discharge of the right ear blablabla

after one or two patients, the nurse in the room will offer herself to make coffee for the consultant

and FOR ME!!!

*of course i decline everytime =D*

situation 2 :

(getting out of the elevator and stare down the corridor not knowing which way to go)

someone : excuse me dear..are you lost?

*this someone could be anyone..from janitors to nurses to even the consultants*

it was a very pleasant environment here in the ipswich hospital

semua org akan senyum back to you when we smiled at them

and everyone will bid you good morning eventhough you are just a medical student

i feel motivated everytime i bgn pg utk pg kelas

but still

i miss ppukm

i miss ppukm a lot =(

okay

enough of that

i think it should be enough for this time

blum sempat utk amik a lot of pictures here in ipswich

but this one is taken in london

and i by far my favourite =D

cheers