another thought

i was once upon a time a debater

all through secondary school

*plus the very early year in ukm*

i was always the 3rd speaker

*i tried becoming the 1st speaker once, but it was a COMPLETE disaster*

so it had always been a pleasure to me to whip people around

but not today

these days

i watched and listened people around me giving snide comments on some heart-pouring session i had a week plus ago

i saw them giving me faces

calling me all the names in the books

saying how wrong i was

but i dont feel like fighting back

in fact

i felt nothing

AT ALL

as far as i am concern

i didnt use rude words

i didnt mention names

not even initials

so if any of you out there thinks i wrote about any particular person

you yourself must have your own reasons

i am terribly sorry for not having the gut to tell anyone anything personally

yup..that's my mistake

but if you dont think that i was talking about you

you should have no reason in the world to feel anything

shouldnt you?

yours sincerely,

p/s :

kata org melayu, siapa yang makan cili, dia yang terasa pedas nya

jadi izinkan saya bertanya, kenapa perlu yang tak makan cili tu beria-ia mencari air?