menyampah!

assalamualaikum

okay kawan2

blogpost enchanted raya saya ilang!!

officially menyampah dgn blogpress :(

huh

out of nothing

assalamualaikum

disebabkan bangun terlalu awal untuk pagi community service
inilah jadinya :P

some small memory came across my mind this morning
here goes

student : patient can hear what he thinks aloud - gedankenlautwerden
doctor : yup..that's correct..gedankenlautwerden is another term used for thoughts echo..but how did you all get that?were you bringing medical dictionary with you or something?
student : we googled
doctor : oh..i'm impressed!!


oh dont be dear doctor
blame the technology for making the fingers do the learning
not the brain
if you know what i mean


haih
these days
even the medical students refuse to open books
wonder how the future looks like


cheers


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self-diagnosis

assalamualaikum

today is a stressful day
sangat stressful

i had my observed long case this morning for my psychiatry posting
and i confidently claimed that it was not one of my good performances
to be honest
mmg sedikit kecewa with what had happened

i was given a newly admitted patient for that assessment
patient was brought in by her father with complaint of abnormal behaviour for the past 2-3 weeks
she was talking to herself, laughing to herself, claiming that she could hear noises all around her, blablabla

there wasnt much problem with the clerking
the discussion afterward was terrible!!
i dont feel like sharing what happened here
just wanted to write something --"

after the observed long case came the SSM (special study module) part
there was so much to be done in such a short period of time
a lot of decision making in which honestly speaking, i am NOT fond of making decisions

then my gastritis came in
probably becausei didnt take my dinner last night leaving my stomach lining vulnerable to the acid and enzymes and what not

*sigh*


i considered myself lucky
very lucky

1
my supervisor for psychiatry posting is Prof (K) Dr Hatta which probably is the best psychiatrist around
he is kind and fatherly and helpful and understanding and all
but i feel bad when i couldnt answer some of his questions during my long case
i let you down prof, my apologies =(


2
i have awesome people in my SSM group and awesome supervisor and awesome doctors
without them my SSM project might not reach this far and i might end up with worse condition than i am now



*more sigh*



this post is basically how i feel today and a few days prior
many of you might wonder how the title come about

well, after some deep cenversation and thinking and referring to DSM-IV-TR
i considered myself eligible to self-diagnose myself with mild major depressive disorder

simply because :

1. ive been having anhedonia - loss of interest in most of the daily activities
2. ive have trouble sleeping - initial insomnia and fragmentation of sleep in which will leave me tired the very next day
3. ive been having trouble in concentrating in anything i do
4. ive been losing my appetite but not losing weight just yet
5. psychomotor retardation - i noticed that i have become slow in everyting i do or think

there are 5 criterias ive fulfilled to self-diagnose myself with that disorder
thank God i havent reach the point where there is suicidal ideation
hopefully not ever

this post might be some sort of calling-for-help note from me before i reach the point of no return


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i went jogging today

yup!!that title is for real!!

assalamualaikum

in the aftermath of my excitement going for jogging today

or should i say joggiwalking or jog-walking

here is my post about it

it all started because of this thingy!!

i went to aqeeda's house for raya last sunday

and actually planned to wear this kurung which i havent touched for 2 years

well

all of  you manage to guess correctly

TIDAK MUAT!!

for god sake

i was like biar betul xmuat

i even took off all the darts

*things that people sew on kurung to make it shapier, whatever*

and it still didnt fit me!!

okay people

you can close your mouth now

i know right

baju baru 2 tahun da xmuat

so intervention diperlukan!!

sebab tu la pg jogging hari ni

pagi ahad tu terus call ibu suruh bawak kasut

so that bole pg jogging :)

okay

cukup cerita tu

 move on to today's jogging experience

sedang saya memaksa diri berjogging

dgn tidak semena2 ade seorg budak tergelincir dlm kolam

and ada sorg mamat ni yg tgh jogging jgk time tu

terjun dlm kolam tu utk selamatkn budak tu

terus mamat tu jd hensem 

hahaha

merepek

tp serius

bole buat calon suami

azeezie, no offense =P

huuu

tu jela cite arini

mintk2 esok kuat semangat nk pg jogging lg 

cheers

p/s : anyway, those yg rase2 xpercaya saya pg jogging today, i have PROOF!!

i know it seems gross..but who cares =D

kali.pertama

assalamualaikum

ini post pertama yang ditaip menggunakan skrin sentuh
terasa excited semacam je
*woot woot*

hehehe
mungkin lepas ni akan lebih rajin update
mungkin la
mungkin!!

serius seronok
walaupun to be honest taip gne keyboard missV saya lagi senang
atau mungkin jari saya yg terlampau gemuk utk skrin iPad ni
mungkin la
mungkin

haha
xabis seronok lagi ni
nk sambung seronok sendiri sorg2 =D

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