::bitter heart::

actually,
this is the title of the song that is currently being played in my page..

i heard it a numbr of times on fly fm but didnt know the singer or even the title of the song
*i seldom bother myself with all the details normally =D*
it sticked to my mind since the very first tyme i heard it..
i just love this kind of song
*apart from taylor of course!!*
i was thinking to myself that ths must be a brand new one of lenka
because i thought that the type of the song is kinda same..


i searched for it lots of tyme..
since saturday...
and with my sis, najwa's help,
i found it tonight...
*yay!!*
i listened to it again and again..
and i decided to put it in my blog..
i felt in love with the rhythm and the simplicity of the lyrics..
for me,

it is AWESOME

what makes it a lot more awesome is that..
the singer is a MALAYSIAN
*i couldnt believe it myself at first..*
but honestly,
i didnt lie!!!~~

Zee Avi is a Malaysian..
her real name is Izyan Alirahman
she was born in Miri, Sarawak in the year of 1986
*sebaya with my sis Yumni...=D*
she is a singer, songwriter, guitarist and ukulele player..
i dont even know what is that but i believe it must be one type of sarawak's musical instrument
*Malaysia sure is a country filled with beautiful things!!~~~*

she is really very talented and i hope all the best for her.. =D

Bitter Heart
by Zee Avi

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.

And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

well

till then

thanks to m.a.r.y.a.m

nothing much today...
just want to convey thanks to

miss maryam abd hadi

for sharing page of adorable templates..
thanks!!~~


till then

p/s:esk da 1 rejab...cptnye mse berlalu...

T:A:G yg berturut...[by najwa kecik & najwa besar]

First Tag
[ths one was from najwa kecik aka my smallsis]


Format Tag ini adalah seperti berikut !


1)[printscreen] *current* wallpaper -- jz a simple press of fn+prt sc

2)REASONS why do u like/adore/cherish d dindingkertas ???

Kenapa memilih dindingkertas ini?


tataula ble najwa@ajim ubah wallpaper ni...
tp i am sure mesti sal worldcup fever...
*sigh*

Second Tag
[also by najwa kecik]

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. SONG FILE DEPENDS ON YOU :)

5. Tag 10 friends.

6. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

7. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Katy Perry - Thinking of You

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Taylor Swift - White Horse

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Faizal Tahir - Bencinta

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Lenka - Live Like You're Dying

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Lenka - The Show

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

David Archuleta - Crush

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Taylor Swift - Crazier

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
James Morrison - You Give Me Something

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Paramore - Decode

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Simple Plan - Save You

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Alexa - Jangan Kau Lepas

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat - Lucky

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Ne-Yo - Mad

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Katy Perry - Hot and Cold

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Kris Allen - No Boundaries

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Jason Mraz - I'm yours

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

James Morrison - You Make It Real

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Jamie Scott & The Town - When Will I See Your Face Again

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Miley Cyrus - The Climb

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

T:A:G yg berturut...[by najwa kecik & najwa besar]
*i dont care!!!*

Third Tag
[ths tyme by najwa besar aka my coursemate]

Rules and regulation of the tag ;
All 10 people must do unless they don't have a blog. Write the names of 10 friends you can think of in your head. And then answer the questions. Say you're guessing if you don't know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your unlucky friends to do the same.

1. mardhi
2. najwa
3. belle
4.zerp
5.zati
6.maryam
7. shyra
8. tkuk
9. zue
10. adeeba

1. How do you meet 7?
kt ukm...die rumate madi..madi happened to be my pbl mate..so knalla....

2. What would you do if you and 5 had never met?
xkire...nk jmpe die jgk...die dormmate yg baek..

4. Have you seen 7 cried?
ermm...mcm blum pnah ag je..

6. Do you think 1 is attractive?
of course!!!~~~ =D

7. What's 2 favourite colour?
pink kan najwa.....

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
mmmm...hari last kat kolej before blik cuti...zue, rindu!!!

9. What language does 8 speak？
tkuk speaks english, malay, japanese??
*ade lg x tkuk in case i left anything new....*

10. Who is 3 going out with?
belle....do u currently going out with anyone???
i am not so sure bout that!!

12. Where does 8 live?
selangor...as always

13. What is the best thing about 4?
freak harry potter cm aku jgk!!!!

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
awk cantekla....

15. What is the best thing about 2?
mmm....page blog die cantik.....nk mcm tu jgk...

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
pnah ke x ek???
najwa, pnah x???

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
ish...byk sgt...

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
ala...igt nk g klcc jmpe die tuesday ni...tp ntahla... =(
*sigh*

19. How is 7 different from 6?
mmmm....yam kecik sket dr iera...but both are my friends =D

20. Is 2 pretty?
yes you totally are!!!

21. What was your 1st impression of 5?
putih nye die....

22. How did you meet 3?
classmate dr form 1 kot....

23. Who's 5?
Nur Izzati Azhar...
*btul ke x ni???*

24. Do you hate 2?
ish...jauh panggang dr api..

25. Have you seen 8 in the last month?
nope....da lme sgt xjmpe....sdey

26. When was the last time you saw 6?
dlm dewan exam i guess.....paper meds&society

27. Have you been to 5's house?
blum berkesempatan ag..maybe next tyme

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
on 29th of june...dlm lecture hall...
obviously

29. Are you close to 1?
close jgkla...

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
harry potter and the goblet of fire...kte nangis sme2....

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
pernah...kt skolah...biasela...kan tkuk =D

32. Would you give 9 a hug?
mestila....

33. When have you lied to 3?
mmmm....pnah ke x....kalo pnah, sory ye belle..

34. Is 1 good at socializing?
yes she is!!!

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
kitorg slalu g joging keliling tasek sme2...

38. Has 2 met your parents?
blum ag....as friends for sure

39. How did you meet 1?
universiti kebangsaan malaysia medical school

40. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
uiks....x kot...

41. Do you live close to 7?
kuala pilah -- selayang
jauh ke dekat??

42. What is 8's favourite food?
tkuk...ko ske mkn ape ek???

44. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
erm...xpnah jauh2...tp bley kate da round 1 kl ngan die da

45. If you give 4 a $100, What would she / he spend it on?
bg zerp 100.....nk ape zerp??


fuhh!!~~~
selesai pon....mmm..sape2 rse cm da xde bnde nk buat...
anggapla diri anda tlah di 'TAG' okeih!!

till then

entry buat A.B.A.H

first & foremost
sorry bah, sbb entry ni terawal 1 hari...

to my beloved abah,



Mr Ahmad Khairudin Wahab

HAPPY ABAH'S DAY

i know that abah wont read ths entry
but nevertheless...
this entry will be fully dedicated to ths special man in my life =D

honestly...
at ths tyme of the year...
there are a lot of things to be said to our dads..
but when it comes to the part of saying them out loud,
words eventually failed us all...

i wrote ths in the past week
i found it so hard as u are a man that no word can describe
come what may abah, i'll try to put them in words...


abah,
abah ingat lg x tyme dira mule2 masuk shah pekan dlu...
u cried when u saw me crying..
tp abah blik jgk sbb abah tau tindakan abah anta dira situ btul
ape yg abah buat had made me who i am today

abah,
abah ingat lg x tyme pertama kali abah tgk dira debate...
debate uiam wktu tu, lawan saser...
wpun abah kdg2 keberatan ble dira ckp dira kne g debate kt mne2..
tp that day dira happy tgk muka abah...
dira rse berbaloi sume effort yg dira letak utk debate tu even xsebyk mne..
kakme ckp abah bangga sgt...
dira lg bangga sbb buat abah bangga

abah,
abah ingat lg x hari result spm dira kuar...
kte mmg da plan nk g pekan amik result dira sme2 tp last2 dira g ngan ibu ngan bdak2 ni je..
abah ade hal, tp ibu ckp abah nervous sbnrnye ngan result tu...
half way nk smpi pekan, abah call dira...
rpe2nye abah da call skolah dlu, abah da tau da result dira...
abah nangis, tp dira happy sbb abah nangis gembira dgn result dira..

abah,
abah ingat lg x tyme abah xbg dira pg jepun..
dira mrh2, rse mcm xnk ckp ngan abah lg..
tp abah nasihat dira elok2..
abah ingatkn dira ape sbnrnye yg ade dlm hati dira..
ape sebenarnye impian hidup dira...
u guide me to the right path..

abah,
abah ingat lg x tyme g register kt ukm..
abah bangga smpi abah nk tman dira register...
tp xbley sbb student je yg bley masuk..
lpas register dira perasan abah bli keychain ukm utk letak kunci kereta abah, dira happy
ble da pindah ukm kl, hari pertama after orientation abah da dtg..
bwk dira dinner kt restoran nelayan...
dira happy lg...
dira janji dira blaja rajin2, jd doktor yg baik demi abah....

abah,
mungkin ape yg dira buat slama ni terlalu kecil utk bls segala ape yg abah da buat utk dira..
tp dira syg abah and dira akan tetap syg abah smpi ble2 pun...
i love u abah
and
happy father's day


besides the entry
the song which is currently playing itself in my blog is also for you..
it is one of the fabulous tracks i found in Taylor's latest album Fearless
i found this song so special and meaningful
and it is 100% for my abah

The Best Day
by Taylor swift

I'm five years old, it's getting cold, I've got my big coat on
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you and run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides, look now, the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
But I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know that I had the best day with you today

I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean
I come crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And you drive and drive until we've found a town far enough away
And we talk and window-shop till I've forgotten all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day with you today

I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother, inside and out, he's better than I am
I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run
And I had the best days with you

There is a video I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me
It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs
And daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
And you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
For staying back and watching me shine
And I didn't know if you knew, so I'm taking this chance to say
That I had the best day with you today


till then

p/s: i do have had a lot of 'Best Days' with u and i am looking forward with more of that in the coming future...

::D:U:R:I:A:N::

seronoknye..i dont even know musim durian is here...the best part is Cik Ali depan umah ni anta 4 biji durian td...anak die yg anta...seronok sgt...merasala mkn durian before blik KL..

yoohoooo!!!!!