with l.o.v.e

anak buah saya :)

2012-01-21T22:04:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

post ini ditulis semata-mata untuk memperkenalkan anak buah saya

Muhammad Yasser Fayyadh bin Mohd Izhar

fayyadh & aya

inilah fruit child saya yang

manja

kuat merajuk

kuat minum susu

kuat berak

dll

perfect timing gila2 sbb saya pun sedang posting paediatrics sekarang :)

woot woot

ikhlas,

tanda abah sayang :)

2012-01-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

ini kisah malam tadi

tapi terlalu penat

jadi malam ini baru dikisahkan

alkisahnya

*mungkin ramai da tahu*

kakak saya yang pertama itu sudah bersalin

bermakna saya sudah bergelar aunty

tp bagi me"maintain"kan kemudaan

kami adik beradik telah sepakat utk tidak menggunakan gelaran aunty, makcik, tante atau yang sewaktu dgnnya

kami akan menggelarkan diri kami seperti berikut

kakme - AME

dira - AYA

ajim - JIMU (agaknyala..yg ni belum ade keputusan muktamad lg)

adik - AWA

dgn cara ini kami kekal muda :))

anyway

post ni bukan nk cerita pasal tu pun

kisahnya bermula apabila kakak leaking dekat office tanpa merasa sebarang contraction pain

so dia dgn cool nya telah memandu snowvy nya ke klinik di mana dia selalu check up

sekali buat VE, doktor ckp cervical os da bukak 3cm

OMO!!!

terus kene admit

then baru abg izhar dtg dgn honda dia

jadi terdapat 2 kereta yang ade dekat hospital dekat bangi tu

and obviously kakak da xbole drive dengan keadaannya sekarang

so abah hanya tinggal 1 option sahaja

membenarkan saya bawak balik snowvy ke ppukm, and later drive balik pilah hari jumaat :)

oh betapa gembira rasanya hati

dapat kepercayaan drpd abah

*wpun saya tau abah terpaksa sebenarnya*

so malam tadi

sebelum bertolak dr bangi lepas visit kaka and The Baby

abah berpesan, "kakya nanti ikut je blakang abah je tau! jgn nk potong2 pulak!!"

baik boss!!

so saya sebagai anak yang taat kepada kedua ibu bapa

saya pun ikut jela bontot benz abah tu

igtkan slow sgt la

skali bwk dkt 120k/hr

semput saya nk mengejar tau!!

and since kakak pnye touch n go da xde nilai

so instead of gne smart tag die

abah telah bertindak utk mengambil tiket tunai

supaya saya boleh kekal berada di belakang dia

part nak keluar highway dekat plaza tol sungei besi yang xboleh tahan

abah kat depan, tgh bayar tiket

saya chill je la kat belakang, tngu giliran

skali saya tgk abah tunjuk2 kt kete saya

apehal pulak ni

tp dlm kepala saya da boleh agak apa abah buat

then abah pun jalan slow2

*sebab nk tngu saya*

saya bergerak ke depan, turunkan tingkap

then saya tanye abang kt booth tu, "apesal bang?ayah saya da bayarkan ke"

skali abang tu jwb, "aah..pastu dia suruh amik duit balance ni buat belanja"

hahaha

kalau ikutkan hati, nk stop beberapa minit tergelak kt situ

tp memikirkan abah yang tgh drive slow tngu saya, saya jalan dlu then baru gelak sorg2

adoyai

sampai mcm tu skali

saya da agak da abah bayarkan

tp x expect pulak dpt duit belanja

hehehe

saya tau itu tanda abah sayang saya kan :)

*wpun sure da berkurang lepas ni sebab da ada The Baby*

the end

p/s : The Baby adalah merujuk kepada anak kakak saya yang masih belum diberi nama

hannan, aku ada je kat sini =P

2012-01-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

post ini khas buat insan istimewa yang saban malam bertanyakan tentang aku pada faizah

WAN ABDUL HANNAN WAN IBADULLAH

rindu aku ke hannan?

text je aku terus, xpyh guna faizah as org tgh

hahahahahaha

anyway

sorry sebab aku kne g NICU lg mggu ni

after CNY kita g IPHKL sama2 oke :)

sabar ye

ikhlas

p/s : tercapai jgk hajat kau nk masuk blog aku kan :) siap gambar lg..kau patut berbangga..hehe

.penghargaan.

2012-01-14T15:47:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

alhamdulillah

selesai sudah Festival Alumni 2012 yang serba sederhana

terima kasih untuk semua

JAKSA

PERSIAP

pemantau

organisasi

peserta

semua sekali

jasa kalian dikenang

p/s : misi seterusnya : The 4th Medical Undergraduates Annual Scientific Research Meeting

of AUKU & AGM Persiap

2012-01-14T02:28:00.005+08:00

* caution - this will be one long post *

bear with me if you feel like :)

assalamualaikum

today

*literally yesterday*

i did/attended two i would say important thing/event in my life as an undergraduate

the first one was filling in a form asking our opinion as undergraduates

on whether or not amendment s to be carried out upon AUKU

*particularly section 15*

to be honest

i am NOT into politics

i avoid involving myself into politics

and i hinder myself from talking about it

*especially in public*

but having to fill the form this morning got me into thinking

and hence, this blogpost :)

in my point of view

most malaysians *and i mean most* are still not matured enough when politics is brought onto the table

as an example

*this is a personal experience*

when politics is being discussed

and you find that the person in front of you DOES NOT have the same view as you do

you proceed by rejecting all his/her points

and may eventually hate him/her

*you in this situation may refer to anyone*

that got me into thinking

doesnt politics allows us to have our own view and speak our own mind

and other people were to accept and respect that?

this definitely does not apply to the above situation, doesnt it?

back to the AUKU issue

this is my fourth year as an undergraduate student

and i still hold on to the principle which i have been holding since i learned the very first letter and calculation

my principle

as long as my parents support me economically

as long as i go back to them every time problems hit me

as long as i havent fulfilled their dream and my dream of graduating

and

as long as i am not able to pay them back

my priority will be to study and become a good daughter this world and hereafter

so politics is definitely NOT in my view

hence this AUKU thingy is out of the way as well

so when i was told to give my opinion whether the amendment should be done,

i was clueless

how can i comment something that is not in my view

i know the fact that some people may label me ignorant and what not

but i still dont see what is the purpose of having politics legal for us, undergraduates to practise freely?

plus, if it is even legal, will there be time for us to practise it?

well, people may say, "nak seribu daya, xnak seribu dalih"

but then again, what is the purpose of doing something that does not guarantee you graduating successfully,

when there are already enough stuffs to juggle besides politics?

*sigh*

this is why i hate talking about politics

even before publishing this post, i already sighed thinking about how many people will disagree with me

and probably start bashing me either directly into my face or indirectly

but i believe as a Malaysian

i have my right to say my thoughts, havent i?

and you dont need to have the right to practise politics being an undergraduates

if you're already registered as a voter

afterall, diam-diam ubi berisi is WAY better than tin kosong right?

*****

okay

enough about politics

i attended AGM PERSIAP this evening

*PERSIAP stands for Persatuan Mahasiswa/i Fakulti Perubatan and is the official student body in my faculty*

and one of the point brought up was the Warisan Mesra dinner

*Warisan Mesra (WM) is sort of an annual program in our faculty with the main aim to tighten bonds between buddies*

people started comparing this year's WM and the past WMs

well i remember grilling chicken and making fried rice with my super-buddy when i was in first year

i remember sleeping in my buddies' room when i was in second year

but this year, the organizing committee decided to have a formal dinner instead of leisure activities that requires cooperation between the buddy lines

and of course, dinner will NEVER fulfill the main aim to tighten the bond between buddies who came from different batches

people will definitely go to dinner with friends instead of seniors and juniors

i personally chose to blame individuals instead of PERSIAP of even the organizing committee

there is a mistake of choosing to do dinner, that is one fact no one can deny

but then again, even if the program were carried out like the past years

i am still not confident enough saying that the aim will be achieved

and it all comes back to individuals

when a person decides not to attend, then he/she will not attend

that's that !!

when a person thinks that buddies are not important, then he/she definitely wont give a damn!!

so i chose to blame individuals

*which may/may not include me*

*****

enough babbling for one night

please come and join Festival Alumni tomorrow people :)

*i literally mean today*

yours sincerely,

changing the world

2012-01-10T18:16:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

i'm very pleased to inform

that i finally did something i've always wanted in order to help change the world

*drumroll*

i donated blood

*yayness*

some may think this is one trivial blogpost

nevertheless

it's the 1st time for me

hence i am pleased about it

*smug face*

i have always wanted to donate my blood

by the fear of looking into one big hell of a needle conquered me all the time

not to deny

i do feel guilty about poking people around with needles

taking their blood for investigation purposes

and yet

i havent had the gut to be poked

and donate my blood

*shame on me!!*

but hooray

i've donated today

and i feel good about it

me & MsMardi menderma
sorry gambar xbrapa nk clear :)

there goes my blood

450ml = 1 pint of B+ blood from me :)

hopefully my B+ blood will help people somewhere somehow

and help them survive and experience life

yours sincerely,

belajar daripada manggis

2012-01-02T21:43:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

petang tadi sebelum balik kl

pagi umah wan dgn kakak & abg izhar

petik manggis

mungkin ada yang tahu

and ada yang tidak

betapa jujurnya manggis

for those yang xtahu

jumlah ulas dalam sebiji manggis sama dgn apa yg buah tu tunjuk at its base

sungguh

faizah da try smpi 6 kali

memang sama

kalaula kita manusia bole sejujur manggis

xpenah bohong langsung

xbermuka2

mungkin kita jauh lebih maju drpd sekarang

these days

kita lebih pentingkan perasaan seseorang

instead of menegur kalau ada yg kurang atau silap

lepas tu kita ckp2 kt belakang

xbole nk nafi

saya pun sama je kadang2

xpasal2 dpt dosa free

astaghfirullah :(

so, marilah sama2 kita mencontohi manggis :)

jujur dlm apa jua keadaan

sebab walaupun berkata benar itu kadang2 pahit

percayalah penipuan yg mungkin manis pada asalnya

akan jauh lebih pahit nanti

yours sincerely,

p/s : baru perasan leonardo dicaprio jarang dpt happy endings ngan partner dlm movie yg dia berlakon

shutter island, romeo & juliet, revolutionary road, titanic, inception

kalau bukan dia mati, partner dia mati

muka boleh tahan, tp mungkin jodoh xpanjang

*ini sekadar merapu :)*

*post-tgk inception ngan titanic semalam and tadi respectively*

4 layers resolution

2012-01-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

happy new year people!!

xde specific resolution for this year

just hoping to be a better person overall :)

anyway

ini hidangan tahun baru

yours sincerely

another thought

2011-12-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

i was once upon a time a debater

all through secondary school

*plus the very early year in ukm*

i was always the 3rd speaker

*i tried becoming the 1st speaker once, but it was a COMPLETE disaster*

so it had always been a pleasure to me to whip people around

but not today

these days

i watched and listened people around me giving snide comments on some heart-pouring session i had a week plus ago

i saw them giving me faces

calling me all the names in the books

saying how wrong i was

but i dont feel like fighting back

in fact

i felt nothing

AT ALL

as far as i am concern

i didnt use rude words

i didnt mention names

not even initials

so if any of you out there thinks i wrote about any particular person

you yourself must have your own reasons

i am terribly sorry for not having the gut to tell anyone anything personally

yup..that's my mistake

but if you dont think that i was talking about you

you should have no reason in the world to feel anything

shouldnt you?

yours sincerely,

p/s :

kata org melayu, siapa yang makan cili, dia yang terasa pedas nya

jadi izinkan saya bertanya, kenapa perlu yang tak makan cili tu beria-ia mencari air?

--

2011-12-10T02:18:00.002+08:00

" The truth is incontrovertible.

Malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it.

But in the end, there it is "

Winston Churchill

just a thought - from a friend to another

2011-12-08T18:54:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

to be honest

you are one of the people yang i look high upon

once upon a time, this thought about you pernah came across my mind

"bagusla..at least ada org melayu yang boleh jd leader"

but then

this few weeks sort of open my eyes about you

and this thought pulak yang came across my mind

"kalau diri sendiri pun xbole nk pimpin, mcm mne nk jd leader utk org lain"

allow me to be frank

i have always thought that entering med school is one of the things in life that i can never thank God enough

and that leads me into becoming who i am today

some might consider me skema dan yang sewaktu dgnnya

i felt terrible when i failed to attend any form of class

be it just the trivial morning rounds

or even going to observe operations where sometimes i didnt know what was happening at all!!

then again

some individuals simply skip all this routines

which surprise surprise!

includes YOU

i have been observing people all around me

and some are known to be just like that

skipping classes and all

but to include you in that group of people was somehow embarrassing!!

you skipped ward rounds

you didnt attend clinic sessions

you failed to be present at the operation theatres

you denied responsibilities given to you

allow me to asked you then,

what is your purpose of entering med school??

it may sound harsh

but to be honest

you definitely didnt deserve your place you are in right now

and if you accidentally graduated as a medical doctor

i dont think you will be a good one

people say he's in love

give him space and time to love and feel loved

to enjoy whatever feeling he's been losing himself in

you know what,

i'm in love too

i have been in love for the past 4 years and 10 months

and you know what

i have never skipped any class

AT ALL!!

grow up man!!

you are an adult

take control of your life as you should be doing

fine if you're in love

congratulations i would say

but remember that love is just one small tiny little part of your life

there's more to it

and you need to recognize that before it's too late

and if this love of yours let you be who you are now

supporting you skipping classes and all

ruining your reputation

making you lose all the respects you have had before

then she might not be in love with you after all

she probably doesnt deserve you at all

if you're reading this, whoever you are

think about it

yours sincerely,

.ambiguity.

2011-10-17T13:16:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum

it had been a while since a posted anything about my exams

as far as i remember the last exam review i did was when i was in 2nd year

2 years later

*now*

i'm going to review another paper i just answered earlier today

FF4118

PSYCHIATRY - Theory

as any sane people would have expected

examination will definitely filled with ambiguousness

questions with multiple possible answers

today's paper was another example

but the ambiguousness was extremely unbearable

*probably because i did not know what to answer i supposed*

nevertheless, i still want to rant here!!

it was the KFQ part

*KFQ stands for key feature question*

in psychiatry paper

there were 5 KFQs

so in a simple review :

no 1. quite direct question on bulimia nervosa, the reason for diagnosis, the treatment, and what not

no 2. a little difficult question on anxiety disorder, how to differentiate with costochondritis, and the treatment

no 3. *save this for a longer review after this*

no 4. a man with alcohol withdrawal with delirium and visual hallucination of a dinosaur plunging towards him

no 5. a quite simple question of schizophrenia and things associated with it

now, moving on to the most ambiguous question i've ever answered

this was how the question

*more or less*

a 21-years old clerk was brought to casualty dept because sudden aggressive behaviour in which he threw stones at the window panes of his office. it was about a few minutes when he later was noted to be confused and kept to himself. he had similar episodes before this which preceeded by mouth-chewing and jerky movements of the limbs

he did not realised anything that had happened at all. all he remembered was buzzing sounds in his ears prior to losing his consciousness

q1 . what is you provisional diagnosis?

i was like, WHAT??

ape ni?mcm xpernah dgr je

maybe some of my friends are familiar with the scenario

but definitely not me

but it did not end there

proceed

q2. what is your differential diagnosis?

how am i supposed to come out with differentials when i cannot even think about the provisional

uurrrggghhhhh!!

q3. give four reasons to support your provisional diagnosis

my goodness!!

this definitely not going towards the right direction

reasons for provisional??

i dont even have one for the love of god!!

q4. list 3 biological investigations relevant in this patient

fine!!

u asked for it

i'll list down whatever investigations that came across my mind and have things to do with the mind

it's psychiatry afterall, isn't it??

q5. what is the most useful drug that can be used to treat this condition?

there you go

treating something i dont even have a single idea about

what should i prescribed then?

anti-depressant?

perhaps anti-psychotics?

or mood stabilizers?

luckily the question ends there

and i spent 30 minutes staring at that question

ONLY staring

oh my goodness

thank god it's over

in my mind at that moment

what if this is a real-life situation?

what if i was the medical officer attending this patient?

if i was in a secondary or tertiary hospital

i probably can consult my specialist or consultant or whoever more experienced

but what if i was the only medical officer in a district hospital?

what then??

*sigh*

let's not think about that just yet

and focus on the next paper tomorrow

help me dear god

random.ness

2011-10-15T21:50:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

"so excuse me forgetting, but these things i do

you see i've forgotten if they're green or they're blue

anyway the thing is what i really mean

yours are the sweetest eyes i've ever seen"

EltonJohn

"you've saved my life, now maybe it's my turn to save yours

but i can never repay you, what you did to me was way more"

Eminem

"aku manusia lemah, selalu terjatuh

berbeda aku darimu, kau berdiri teguh

aku serba tiada, aku kekurangan

dan bila kau tiba, aku hilang dari kewujudan"

Yuna

"and the tears come streaming down your face

when you lose something you can't replace

when you love someone but it goes to waste

could it be worse?"

Coldplay

"when the evening shadows and the stars appear

and there is no one there to dry your tears

i could hold you for a million years

to make you feel my love"

Adele

p/s : just some random music in my playlist

happy.exam.everyone ^_^

2011-10-15T14:30:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

*somewhere inside my mental apparatus*

mr.Id : let's do something fun..watch movie perhaps?
mr.Superego : nadhira, go read your notes..you have your psychiatry paper in less than 48 hours..dont waste your time for god sake!!
mr.Id : chill superego..nadhira had been reading all week..
mr.Superego : no she did not!!she hasnt read enough!!
mr.Id : she did!!!
mr.Superego : if you are so sure, then tell me the differences between neuroleptic malignant syndrome and serotonin toxicity syndrome and give me the immediate management for lithium toxicity
mr.Ego : errrrr......
mr.Superego : see!!told you she hasnt read enough yet!!
mr.Ego : okay folks..lets do some reading
mr.Id : fine!!!

just some hallucinations of mine :)

happy exam everyone!!
best of luck

cheers

~ posted with love using BlogPress from my iPad

.super.adorable.

2011-10-10T10:26:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

dalam perjalanan ke Ikea ptg semalam bersama-sama kakak, abg izhar dan mikhail .super.adorable.

kakak : mikhail pg duk blakang dgn aya..baca satu sampai sepuluh

mikhail .super.adorable. pun berpindah ke belakang

saya : oke mikhail..jom baca satu smpi sepuluh

saya : satu
mikhail : atu
saya : dua
mikhail : iga
saya : empat
mikhail : pat
saya : lima
mikhail : nam
saya : tujuh
mikhail : joh
saya : lapan
mikhail : apan
saya : sembilan
mikhail : puluh

saya : kak, apesal ade nombor die lompat2?
kakak : memang mcm tu..ade nombor die xnk sebut

saya : oh..mcm tu..oke..sekarang bace one to ten pulak..jom mikhail..ikut aya baca

saya : one
mikhail : one
saya : two
mikhail : car!car!car! *sambil tunjuk2 kereta kt luar*
saya : oke..mikhail..two..
mikhail : aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

saya : oke..da malas..xpyh baca da

mikhail .super.adorable. senyum and terus pg depan kacau abg izhar bawak kereta :)

comel sangat!!!

~ posted with love using BlogPress from my iPad

the.three.stooges

2011-09-30T00:54:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

here's a serious post for tonight

not that serious actually

just some medical thingy i was explained to this morning

and i feel like sharing it with everyone

so i'll try to make it as simple as possible for everyone to understand :)

i guess everyone who reads my blog knows that i'm currently in Psychiatry posting

a posting which deals a lot with peoples mind and emotion and what not

so here goes

decades ago

a guy named Sigmund Freud came up with an adorable hypothesis to understand human's behaviours based on psychological forces

*i called it adorable =D*

figure :)

the figure above simplifies my explanation below :)

our mind can be primarily divided into the conscious and subconscious area

and mingling inside both these areas were what i call as

The 3 Stooges

please meet

mr.ID

mr.Superego

mr.Ego

individually, these 3 men/women plays different roles
they were born together when we were born
they grow up together with us

mr.ID *which stands for Instinctive Drive* can also be called nafsu or desire

he was the most primitive among these 3 men/women

the most animalistic

all he ever think was getting what he want

in any way possible

and he end up being aggressive whenever his needs or desires were not fulfilled

he lived all his life in the subconscious and rarely emerged into the conscious

making us unaware of his presence

however, when the desire was uncontrollable, you know where you'll find him :)

the second one was mr.Superego whom can also be called as iman or the good faith

most part of him stayed in the subconscious as well

in order to take care of mr.ID

whenever mr.ID came up with crazy ideas which does not go along with the beliefs of mr.Superego

he'll try to talk mr.ID out of it

that's why mr.ID rarely comes out

the last one is mr.Ego or also known as akal

most part of him stays in conscious part which keep us orientated to time,place and person

which help us in coordination and memory and stuffs that we are aware of every single day

the only part of him which stays in the subconscious is the defense mechanism

which only comes out in certain conditions which require us to defend ourselves

he is also the person whom make decision and action based on the discussion made by mr.ID and mr.Superego

so in reality

these 3 stooges controlled our behaviour

more figure :)

the figure above is basically a visual explanation on what happen every moment every day in our lives
it all depends on mr.Superego
if he's good and strong enough to tell mr.ID right from wrong
i strongly believe the world will be a happy place to live in

mind you that mr.ID is NOT all bad
he has good quality as well
when he desires something god like eating, bathing, studying and what not
mr.Superego will definitely support that idea
and mr.Ego will eventually implement them

in a nutshell
it all depends on how we develop our own mind
because these 3 stooges grow up together with us
if we feed them with good things
learn good things
wonder how things can go bad right?

cheers

somewhere

2011-09-29T23:59:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

There's a place for us
Somewhere a place for us
Peace and quiet and open air
Wait for us
Somewhere

There's a time for us
Some day a time for us
Time together with time to spare
Time to look, time to care
Some day

Somewhere
We'll find a new way of living
We'll find a way of forgiving
Somewhere

There's a place for us
A time and place for us
Hold my hand and we're halfway there
Hold my hand and I'll take you there
Somehow
Some day
Somewhere

as always

idina menzel & lea michele

were awesome

*period!!*

cheers

p/s : if you found that i'm talking nonsense, go find

glee season 3, episode 2 - i am unicorn

and watch it!

i've been replaying the scene again and again and again *currently still replaying*

dinner is served

2011-09-28T20:30:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

hari ni duk rumah sorg2

diba & ira pg interfaith forum

faizah g study group

so here i am

alone

lapar

tp xsuke turun cafe mlm2 sorg2

so end up dgn decision ngan masak

masak ape?

ini

*tadaa*

i call this

"spagetti melayu kuno"

jgn tnye kenapa nama mcm tu

itu je yg terlintas dlm kepala

anyway, nk buat die senang je

cuma perlukan

bawang

cili

air

sayur

*saya letak carrot, kacang buncis & cendawan*

kicap

spagetti

cara die mcm nk goreng mee biasa tu je

ibu ckp main campak2 je

sbb skill memasak dtg dr experience

haha

over da ni

oke

nak makan

lapar

cheers

.enchanted.

2011-09-28T15:51:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

"this night is sparkling, dont you let it go

i'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

i'll spend forever, wondering if you knew

i was e.n.c.h.a.n.t.e.d to meet you"

TaylorSwift

i will skip everything i've written in the lost post

and get straight to business

the enchantedness of this post will be revealed by the pictures :)

*i am not sure if the word enchantedness exist*

reasons why my 2011Syawal is e.n.c.h.a.n.t.e.d

reason.no.1

family

reason.no.2

loved one

there isnt any picture of both of us sbb dia xblik this year

but we still celebrate the same Syawal :)

reason.no.3

friends

it was indeed enchanted, wasnt it?

cheers

menyampah!

2011-09-28T13:29:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum

okay kawan2

blogpost enchanted raya saya ilang!!

officially menyampah dgn blogpress :(

huh

out of nothing

2011-09-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

disebabkan bangun terlalu awal untuk pagi community service
inilah jadinya :P

some small memory came across my mind this morning
here goes

student : patient can hear what he thinks aloud - gedankenlautwerden
doctor : yup..that's correct..gedankenlautwerden is another term used for thoughts echo..but how did you all get that?were you bringing medical dictionary with you or something?
student : we googled
doctor : oh..i'm impressed!!

oh dont be dear doctor
blame the technology for making the fingers do the learning
not the brain
if you know what i mean

haih
these days
even the medical students refuse to open books
wonder how the future looks like

cheers

~posted wtih love using BlogPress from my iPad

self-diagnosis

2011-09-21T14:38:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

today is a stressful day
sangat stressful

i had my observed long case this morning for my psychiatry posting
and i confidently claimed that it was not one of my good performances
to be honest
mmg sedikit kecewa with what had happened

i was given a newly admitted patient for that assessment
patient was brought in by her father with complaint of abnormal behaviour for the past 2-3 weeks
she was talking to herself, laughing to herself, claiming that she could hear noises all around her, blablabla

there wasnt much problem with the clerking
the discussion afterward was terrible!!
i dont feel like sharing what happened here
just wanted to write something --"

after the observed long case came the SSM (special study module) part
there was so much to be done in such a short period of time
a lot of decision making in which honestly speaking, i am NOT fond of making decisions

then my gastritis came in
probably becausei didnt take my dinner last night leaving my stomach lining vulnerable to the acid and enzymes and what not

*sigh*

i considered myself lucky
very lucky

1
my supervisor for psychiatry posting is Prof (K) Dr Hatta which probably is the best psychiatrist around
he is kind and fatherly and helpful and understanding and all
but i feel bad when i couldnt answer some of his questions during my long case
i let you down prof, my apologies =(

2
i have awesome people in my SSM group and awesome supervisor and awesome doctors
without them my SSM project might not reach this far and i might end up with worse condition than i am now

*more sigh*

this post is basically how i feel today and a few days prior
many of you might wonder how the title come about

well, after some deep cenversation and thinking and referring to DSM-IV-TR
i considered myself eligible to self-diagnose myself with mild major depressive disorder

simply because :

1. ive been having anhedonia - loss of interest in most of the daily activities
2. ive have trouble sleeping - initial insomnia and fragmentation of sleep in which will leave me tired the very next day
3. ive been having trouble in concentrating in anything i do
4. ive been losing my appetite but not losing weight just yet
5. psychomotor retardation - i noticed that i have become slow in everyting i do or think

there are 5 criterias ive fulfilled to self-diagnose myself with that disorder
thank God i havent reach the point where there is suicidal ideation
hopefully not ever

this post might be some sort of calling-for-help note from me before i reach the point of no return

~ posted with lots of love using BlogPress from my iPad

i went jogging today

2011-09-12T19:00:00.000+08:00

yup!!that title is for real!!

assalamualaikum

in the aftermath of my excitement going for jogging today

or should i say joggiwalking or jog-walking

here is my post about it

it all started because of this thingy!!

i went to aqeeda's house for raya last sunday

and actually planned to wear this kurung which i havent touched for 2 years

well

all of you manage to guess correctly

TIDAK MUAT!!

for god sake

i was like biar betul xmuat

i even took off all the darts

*things that people sew on kurung to make it shapier, whatever*

and it still didnt fit me!!

okay people

you can close your mouth now

i know right

baju baru 2 tahun da xmuat

so intervention diperlukan!!

sebab tu la pg jogging hari ni

pagi ahad tu terus call ibu suruh bawak kasut

so that bole pg jogging :)

okay

cukup cerita tu

move on to today's jogging experience

sedang saya memaksa diri berjogging

dgn tidak semena2 ade seorg budak tergelincir dlm kolam

and ada sorg mamat ni yg tgh jogging jgk time tu

terjun dlm kolam tu utk selamatkn budak tu

terus mamat tu jd hensem

hahaha

merepek

tp serius

bole buat calon suami

azeezie, no offense =P

huuu

tu jela cite arini

mintk2 esok kuat semangat nk pg jogging lg

cheers

p/s : anyway, those yg rase2 xpercaya saya pg jogging today, i have PROOF!!

i know it seems gross..but who cares =D

kali.pertama

2011-09-10T22:31:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

ini post pertama yang ditaip menggunakan skrin sentuh
terasa excited semacam je
*woot woot*

hehehe
mungkin lepas ni akan lebih rajin update
mungkin la
mungkin!!

serius seronok
walaupun to be honest taip gne keyboard missV saya lagi senang
atau mungkin jari saya yg terlampau gemuk utk skrin iPad ni
mungkin la
mungkin

haha
xabis seronok lagi ni
nk sambung seronok sendiri sorg2 =D

~ posted with lots of love using BlogPress from my iPad

potato.salad

2011-08-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

seperti biasa bila puasa kat rumah

saya la yg jadi tukang decide ape nk masak tiap2 hari

*besides gulai abah yang wajib ada tu kan*

so today decide nk buat potato salad

xpenah buat pun before this

so cuba jaya jela

hehe..xdela susah pun actually :)

cuma perlu ini

ini

dan ini

maka terbentukla ini

okay

mungkin agak kurang sopan kalau memuji makanan sendiri

tp sedap sungguh

xexpect sedap mcm ni

woot woot

*oke..agak over di situ*

haih

itu jela sbnrnye

cheers

.ent.ophthal.anaes.

2011-08-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

this post was actually inspired by this and this

but this one will be much much longer since triad means THREE in ONE

so bear with me :)

first and foremost, triad consists of 3 different postings *refer post title*

the duration was 3 weeks for the first 2 and 2 weeks for the latter

basically it covers problems of the eyes, the nose, the ears, the throat and last but not least how to put patient to sleep

all three postings has more or less the same requirements

so this post will elaborate on each requirement particular to that posting

the requirements are as follow :

- briefing

- log book

- case write up

- clinics

- operation theatre

- pbl

- mini clinical examination

- ppd component

so lets go one by one

1. otorhinolaryngology

or ENT in short

i did this one in england

so i'm not really sure how this posting was carried out in UKMMC

i'll try nevertheless

and those who did triad with me, correct me if i'm wrong

briefing

i guess briefing is done in the department. so sorry since i didnt do my ent posting here :(

logbook

as usual, this need to be filled within 3 weeks in order to pass the continuous assessment

case write up

there is one case write up to be written and sent to respective supervisors by the end of the posting

*i didnt send mine, but we have case presentation there in england in which the content was more or less the same*

clinics

i dont know how ent clinics were carried out

but i supposed everyone need to attend their supervisors' clinic, clerk cases, present and all

*i went to clinic every single day when i was in england and we attend them individually*

operation theatre

since ent is a surgical specialty, attending operation theatre is a must i would say

you got to see operations as simple as grommet insertion up to as complex as mastoidectomy or parotidectomy

*i went to theatre every single day in england and i observed 6 tonsillectomy per day :)*

pbl

if i'm not mistaken, there were 2 pbls for ent.

i didnt have any pbl there in england, so i'm afraid i cant really elaborate on this

mini clinical examination

this one i did in clinic when i was in england

there isnt much, just simple nose examination, throat examination, otoscopy and stuffs

ppd component

i didnt do any assignment for ent when i was in england

so i guess it will be better to find my friend who did this

if i'm not mistaken, the topic was about laryngectomy

2. ophthalmology

briefing

the briefing was carried out in bilik nor marahakim in the department of ophthalmology

basically you will be told on what to do, what to complete and the visit :)

logbook

this one as usual

i know all of you know what to do with it :)

anyway, in ophthal, there will be 20 funduscopy to be performed, presented and drawn in the logbook together with the ophthalmology colour coding

so make sure you have a box of colour pencils in ophthal :)

case write up

there is one case write up to written, presented, corrected and sent to the department within the 3 weeks

basically you will have session of presentation of your cases with your supervisors and correction will be done

the send in the correct version of the case write up by the end of the posting :)

clinics

ophthal clinics session were tremendously havoc

you'll be lucky to have your supervisor in the clinic since most of them will want their students to be with them

so normally, one specialist will have 3 days of clinic

*mine : tuesday, thursday & friday*

so we will normally attend clinics according to our supervisor's schedule

however, it is NOT wrong to attend clinic everyday if you want to :)

operation theatre

the theatre was forbidden to medical students

haha :)

pbl

we have one pbl for ophthal consisting of 2 sessions

refer to the pbls we have had in preclinical years and it didnt really differ from that

just prepare prior to the session :)

mini clinical examination

basically, for mini cex, each student will have to perform a funduscopy examination either in the clinic or ward

then proceed with presentation and some q&a

for this purposes, read in detail about diabetic retinopathy, armd, hypertensive retinopathy and glaucoma

ppd component

in ophthal, we have a speacial visit to the school for the visually impaired

and reflective writing was to be written based on that experience

but it depends on your supervisor

some supervisors want you to write reflective writing on a blind patient you've clerk instead of the visit

3. anaesthesiology & intensive care

briefing

the briefing was carried out in bilik siswazah lanjutan in the department of anaesthesiology which is located in the bridge connecting the cinical and academic building

logbook

in anaes, logbook is important since everything need to be signed in it including lectures and tutorials

besides, there are a few procedures that need to be performed such as iv cannulation and intubation

there are also a few procedures that required us to observed namely the epidural and spinal and what not

case write up

in my experience, anaes case write up was the simplest one

we have to write one case write up focusing solely on the anaesthetic component of the patient

the pre-operative assessment, premed, intra-operative monitoring, and post-op management which stopped after the patient was sent back to the ward

clinics

no anaesthesiology clinics :)

operation theatre

in anaes, theatre is most of the time the only place to be

it is not the surgery that is important, but the preparation of medications, the patient, putting the patient under and waking up the patient after the surgery are important

it involves multiple procedures depending on the type of anaesthesia given to the patient

it would be better to read and get used to the drugs available and their uses

besides the theatre, we also need to attend the icu

basically for the rounds :)

pbl

there's no pbl for anaes :)

~~mini clinical examination~~

basic life support

there's no mini cex for anaes

however, there's one special component of this posting that need to be passed in order to pass the posting

it is the basic life support course

it consists of the cpr and heimlich manouver and infant cpr

there will be theory test and practical test

certs will be given once passed :)

ppd component

for ppd component, one reflective writing was to be written based on the visit to the icu :)

that basically concludes triad

the things mentioned above were just guidelines which may change in time or based on your supervisors

all in all, triad was fun :)

p/s : there will be seminars and lectures for each postings which will be compulsary for all

malu betul !!

2011-06-21T04:07:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

sebelum terus merepek panjang kat post ni

ingin aku tekankan betapa

"malay language is my mother tongue"

gila malu hari ni

monday

20 jun 2011

today is our last monday kt sni

so according to schedule, ade seminar for long case presentation from every student

my turn was at the very last

actually yg tiga org da lepas dlu

tiba2 pulak ada interview utk junior doctors pkul 3

so terpaksa mewujudkan hiatus selama 1 jam setengah

and by 430, i was the only one yg belum present

case tonsillitis je pun

bkn laryngeal carcinoma ke ape

so xdela sbb yg sgt besar utk nervous

tp ntah

maybe sbb 1st time present dpn mat saleh kan

mrAndreasHilger

Consultant Head & Neck Surgeon

dahla dgn accent british

tambah pulak bunyi2 german kt accent die tu

adoyai

so at 430, kitorg enter conference room

mrHilger : so, there's only you left to present

*korg bygknla accent british+german dia oke*

saya : yup

mrHilger : okay..but i think we dont need the projector..is it alright?

saya : yup..guna laptop je pun da cukup i think

*ini sgt memalukan oke*

budak2 ni gelak je time tu

tp mrHilger sgt baik

die angguk2 je, buat2 faham my statement

malu gila weh!!

xde perkataan yg bole menggambarkan perasaan malu ketika itu

oh tidak

tiada cheers kali ni

p/s : to mrAndreasHilger, i seriously didnt mean any disrespect..i was just too nervous perhaps :)

mixed feeling

2011-06-19T16:51:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

tinggal 1 mggu je lg

actually da kurang drpd 1 mggu

da start ade mixed feelings

seriously rindu rumah

nk balik

mkn mcm2

jmpe sume org

blablabla

tp xnk tgglkn tmpt ni

blum puas explore lg

especially oxford street

macam mane ye?

why cant we be at 2 places in one time

and why must london and kuala lumpur be 13 hours apart

why cant they be just next to each other??

huh

soalan yang xde jawapan

anyway

it does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live

so lets go back to reality

esok ade presentation dgn mrHilger

wish me luck

then i have some more shopping to do

and late saturday night

i'll be boarding my flight back to kuala lumpur

cheers

new.experience

2011-06-15T05:37:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

pejam.celik.pejam.celik

da 2 mggu da menetap kt england

seriously

xpernah sangka akan merasa peluang ni

dlu mmg gila2 pnye teringin nk dtg sni

konon negara matsaleh ni cantik,sejuk,blablabla

tp mcm lutfi ckp smlm time tngu bas nk g sainsbury

"the grass will always look greener on the other side"

hujan emas di negeri org

hujan batu di negei sndiri

lebih baik negeri sndiri

hahaha

ini ternyata menunjukkan saya rindu malaysia

mne tak nye

duk sni hari2 mkn ubi kentang

hari2 makan roti bakar

hari2 makan sayur

sungguh rse sgt sihat sekarang ni

kalau ade penimbang berat

mau turun beberapa kilo =)

tapi pengalaman ni mmg xkn dpt kt mne2

balajr kt sni sgt berbeza drpd belajar kt ppukm

situation 1 :

(clinic hours)

knocked the door of the consultant's clinic room

me : excuse me mr ........ can i join your clinic this afternoon?

consultant : of course..come in..take a seat..please make yourself comfortable.

(ini mmg x pernah terjadi to me kt ukm)

grabbed a patient's file

consultant : alright..this patient came in with purulent discharge of the right ear blablabla

after one or two patients, the nurse in the room will offer herself to make coffee for the consultant

and FOR ME!!!

*of course i decline everytime =D*

situation 2 :

(getting out of the elevator and stare down the corridor not knowing which way to go)

someone : excuse me dear..are you lost?

*this someone could be anyone..from janitors to nurses to even the consultants*

it was a very pleasant environment here in the ipswich hospital

semua org akan senyum back to you when we smiled at them

and everyone will bid you good morning eventhough you are just a medical student

i feel motivated everytime i bgn pg utk pg kelas

but still

i miss ppukm

i miss ppukm a lot =(

okay

enough of that

i think it should be enough for this time

blum sempat utk amik a lot of pictures here in ipswich

but this one is taken in london

and i by far my favourite =D

cheers

it's e.l.e.c.t.i.o.n time !!

2011-05-23T17:04:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum

setelah sekian lama berkecimpung dalam dunia churpchurp
ni first time buat BlogThis!
semuanya kerana ad ni terlalu comel utk tidak dikecohkan
da lme actually bende ni
tp baru perasan hari ni
ade mase lg 5 hari utk mengundi
*tamat may 28th*
cepatla mengundi
xperlu daftar spr pun
click je link kt bawah tu

vote your milk here

simple sgt

follow je steps berikut

lepas click link tu

tunggu page loading

and korang akan nmpk calon2 untuk milk election ni

redbean.melon.carameltoffee.corn

bila da siap loading n kuar page ni

click VOTE NOW!!

then korang bolela nk mengenali calon2 dgn lebih dalam lagi

bole dgr manifesto

bole dgr official anthem

so korg fikirla dgn bijak sape jadi pilihan hati korg

bila korg da decide, click kt calon yg korg nk vote

pastu clickla kt tanda pangkah tu

saya pilih caramel toffee *wootwoot*

*undi saya bukan rahsia =D*

then sebagai rakyat malaysia yang bertanggungjawab

korg kenala isi details korg dlm form yg disediakan

barulah vote tu dikira sah

loading lagi....

yay!!

saya berjaya mengundi calon pilihan saya =)

MrCaramelToffee

then korang buatla ape yg korg nk

tukar primary photo ke

ajak kawan ramai2 vote dlm election ni ke
xnk buat ape2pun xpe
yg penting undi =)

saya da mengundi

anda bila lagi ? =D

p/s : xperlu berumur lebih 21 tahun pun utk mengundi

travel 1

2011-05-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

well

according to the clock

i have less than 2 weeks to board my flight to london

i cant never tell how excited i am

this is the first time i travel far and alone

plus i'm going there to study

it was one of my dreams since secondary school

and even though it is only for 3 weeks

and i will only do 1 posting there

it is still worth it

alhamdulillah

most of my travel documents are ready

*i should include a checklist in this page soon*

and i'm currently counting days :)

sorry for being lame

posting about how excited i am

i'm just sharing what i feel in my own page :)

to be frank

i never thought of having this kind of chance ever in my life

alhamdulillah

sape tu ?

2011-05-12T19:22:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

en posmen,

sape ye empunya poslaju tu?

haih

nama sedap pun salah eja jgk

*perasan --"*

p/s : esok last day elektif..rse sedih pulak nk tgglkn budak2 tu :(

little.helper

2011-05-08T22:12:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum

weekend kali ni

si comel ni dtg rumah kami lg =)

MrRazfanMikhail

kali ni dtg dgn kebolehan baru

sgt comel sekali

xdpt nk digambarkan dgn kata2

if a picture tells a thousand words,

what will two videos tell??

comel kan =)

p/s : sorry video bisu :(

and i love you, i love you, i love you, like never before

2011-05-06T21:02:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

since Rumours last wednesday

i just cant get this song out of my head

santana's voice left my filled with mixed emotion

simply amazing!!

and i love you, i love you, i love you, like never before

p/s : now waits for MsRachelBerry's JarOfHearts next wednesday :)

masih ada junior . maaf =)

2011-05-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

berhubung kepada post di bawah

ini adalah post pembetulan

*serious xbole berenti gelak lg sekarang*

terima kasih kpd MrFaidhi yg membetulkan saya :)

bole amik medicine lagi

cuma tempat sekadar yg ade shj

kerajaan bekukan penubuhan universiti/kolej yang baru nk memperkenalkan kursus perubatan dalam jangka masa lima tahun ni

sebab universiti yg tawarkan medicine muncul ibarat cendawan tumbuh selepas hujan

*masih gelak kpd diri sendiri*

maaf kalau post sebelum ni ada menyebabkan mana-mana pihak risau dan marah

chill =D

tiada junior lg??

2011-05-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

walaupun dlm keadaan bersedih hati

tp tetap nk buat post ni

mcm xprcaya ble timeline twitter kuar mcm ni

i was like

"sungguh!!??"

click link ni utk baca lebih lanjut

berita harian online

biar betul kerajaan decide mcm ni

tp kalau betul

then they probably have good reasons to do so

because they are breaking the hearts of thousands out there yang teringin nk bergelar doktor

blum campur perasaan mak ayah, atuk nenek lg kn

honestly

in my opinion

memang patut bekukan for some time

ataupun kurangkn pengambilan pelajar mcm zaman dulu2

after completing 3 years in med school

as pelajar perubatan

kita xterasa sgt crowded-nye keadaan time preclinical

most of the time we will be having lectures

and we even get a personal microscope and lab thingies for us to use alone

tp ble da masuk clinical years

things change

bayangkan

kita deal dgn manusia

in which manusia tersebut berada dlm keadaan sakit

and we need to practise our history taking and physical examination

by hook or by crook

unless we plan to fail med school

i still recall

in surgical posting

ade 2 general surgical wards

in which each ward ade 26 beds plus 2 isolation rooms

mind you that not all beds were occupied all the time

and even if the beds were occupied, not all patients are willing to entertain us med students all the time

to make things worse

my batch, in every posting, there will be 60 students at once

so 60 of us need to share the 2 wards to get patient for teaching, practice and what not

not to forget the final year student who need to undergo surgical posting as well

the housemen in charge of the wards whom need to get enough experience with patient

the surgical registrars

the specialists

the consultants

the staff nurses

the nursing students

can you imagine how the medical students are supposed to get enough learning to be competent

and how the housemen need to get enough experience to be call medical officer

when we have to fight for chances of doing blood takings and what not

so i think membekukan pengambilan pelajar for medicine

in some way help

or else

kerajaan should reduce pengambilan pelajar for this course

so that every students can learn and grow up becoming a competent and most importantly a safe doctor for the community

to everyone out there

being a doctor is not something so amazing

i might have the same thinking when i was in school

being a doctor is everything

bringing honour to the family and all

but think again

doctor is not the only honourable profession there is in this world

there are a lot others

as long as we are honest and sincere with whatever we are doing

seriously

kuatkan hati

rezeki ade kat mane2

xsemestinya sebagai seorang doktor

sedih

2011-05-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum

saya sedih

help.help!

2011-05-03T18:09:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

ptg ni td

felix saya kne buli =(

oleh ibu saya

ibu saya

semuanya berlaku sebab saya malas kemas bilik

bukan salah saya

kakak and adik saya balik weekend hari tu yg sepahkan bilik

saya da kemas cantik2 da ari jumaat lepas

quoting my baby sister

"ala..xpyh kemas bilik pun xpe..mlm karang kita tido jgk balik"

so bkn salah saya kan!!?

malangnya

ibu saya lepaskan kemarahan dia kat felix saya

tgk ape die buat

dia lemaskan felix saya bwh bantal

dia tutup muka felix saya

felix saya jerit

"tolong ! tolong !!"

mujur saya sempat tolong keluarkan kepala dia dr bwh bantal

kalau x,tataula ape yg akn jadi =(

post-trauma

sume org pujuk felix saya

zoom in muka felix saya

sedih kan die

ish ish ish =(

ibu saya gelak je skarang ni

dia ckp, "tula..lenkali xpyh kemas bilik lg" sambil gelak2

haih

kesian felix saya =(

global deals, dream gateway

2011-05-03T14:56:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

since dapat tau yang saya akan ke london next month

hari-hari saya bukak laman web airlines

*selain laman web apple yg saya bukak tiap2 hari jgk =D*

so here's a new deal from mas which i think is incredible

it was my father yg noticed this ad dlm bharian yesterday

and since we was going to send our brother back to shah alam yesterday

we decided to take a detour to klia

my father mmg mcm ni

if there's is something he wanted to know

he'll dig and dig until he is satisfied with the answers he got

so this deal is one of the things that intrigued him

where else we should go then besides malaysia airlines official ticketing office in klia right?

it might sound a bit lame to be going that far just to know about the deal

but guess what

we can save a hell lot of money

for example :

normal price for return flight from kuala lumpur - london (KUL-LHR)

myr 5449

with this deal

the price for return flight from kuala lumpur - london (KUL-LHR)

myr 3219

we save more than 2k

which means i can buy an extra iPad2 for myself

*sorry..still cant get that gadget out of my head*

so after a long and informative conversation with the mas officer

*i remember standing at the counter more than 45 minutes*

the result was quite heartbreaking =(

for flights to europe

the ticket must be bought 60 days earlier

which means i can only use that deal

if i am going to london in july or later

*sigh*

so attention to my family, friends, foes and blog readers

who is planning for a holiday

check this new deal

and save a lot!!

click this to view deals

malaysia airlines

p/s : i'm off for elective tomorrow..wish me luck =D

pp/s : i'm still waiting for my iPad2 and will still be flying malaysia airlines to heathrow,london =D

iPad 2 - -" [II]

2011-04-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

oke

saya sgt restless

ntah bole tido ke x mlm ni

in less than 12 hours

satu malaysia akan berebut beli iPad2 masing2

saya kne tngu lg

waaaaaa T_T

oh tuhan

please keep one for me

iPad2 wifi 32gb in white

at least until weekend

please

p/s : wah..saya pun amazed dgn tahap ke"restless"an saya sekarang ni =0

iPad 2 - -"

2011-04-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

yup

official sudah

malaysia launches iPad 2 on friday, april29th

pricing as follow

iPad2 Wifi 16GB RM1,499
iPad2 Wifi 32GB RM1,799
iPad2 Wifi 64GB RM2,099
iPad2 Wifi + 3Gs 16GB RM1,899
iPad2 Wifi + 3Gs 32GB RM2,199
iPad2 Wifi + 3Gs 64GB RM2,499

saya mahu!!

tp mungkin mustahil untuk saya beratur beramai-ramai membeli gadget tersebut

hayati perbualan di bawah

saya : bah, iPad2 launch jumaat ni

abah : ala..tngula lme skit bru beli..buat ape beratur penat2

saya : *jaw dropped*

dalam keluarga saya

kalau abah da ckp cmtu

alamatnye mmg kne tngu lme skit baru beli

wpun saya xmerancang untuk mintk abah sponsor sekalipun

tetap kne tngu lme skit bru beli

*xpela..sabar itu separuh drpd iman*

actually

i dont expect this baby akn launch kt malaysia this early

so the initial plan was to get this baby here in london when i go there in june

or mintk one of my best buddies kt us belikan

tp yg 1st plan tu still berfkir jgk

since harga this baby in pound sterling is totally off the rack

kalau nk compare

mmg jauh sgt

the price is

(for ipad2 wifi 16gb)

kt us - usd499 = myr1486++

kt uk - gbp399 = myr1967++

here in msia - myr 1499 = myr 1499

so mmg sgt obvious hrga kat msia sgt murah

*us is lower,tp xcampur postage lg,charge wire transfer lg*

i had a change of plan

beli kat sini je

tp knela tnggu

*haih*

sabar nadhira, sabar =D

p/s : abah kalau mkn ice-cream,part yg ade kacang kt atas tu,die akn suruh either saya or ibu mkn..and kalau ice-cream tu flavour choc,die akan mkn separuh and suruh kitorg habiskan..so here's what happen tonight

die da mkn ice-cream tu half then suruh kitorg habiskn cause it's chocolate

abah : nah abiskn ice-cream ni

saya pun amik

bau da lain mcm je ice-cream

tp mkn je la

after 1st bite je

saya : abah,abah merokok ek?

*my father had not smoked for months!*

abah : *sambil buat muka bersalah* aah..sebatang kt luar td

saya : haih

seriously

terus xmkn ice-cream tu

ibu abiskan

i wonder why org merokok

xsedap lgsg

even on ice-cream!!

-flying-

2011-04-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

alhamdulillah

i received the call this morning

i am off to Ipswich, Suffolk UK for ENT posting

i have rewritten this statement on my facebook page and my twitter

and now i just cant stop grinning

we have to plan and settle our travel thingy on our own

and be there before june 6th

in order to start our posting at the The Ipswich Hospital

so i am currently in an aftershock condition

still surprised with the amazing news i heard this morning

i'll update my travel thingy here as soon as i have them

botox-ed

2011-04-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

entry hari ni menunjukkan betapa besarnya kuasa Tuhan

baru mlm semalam me,my sister and my ibu kutuk2 sal botox erry putra

*mintak maaf ye erry putra*

hari ni da kne btg hidung sndiri

bgn tdo je pg td

tgk bibir da mcm Kila Fairy

*yg die pun botox jgk kot..huahua*

terus teragak

ya Allah, cepat je dpt balasan

tgkla bibir seksi saya yg originally di-botox-kan oleh gigitan enSemut

botox-ed

and compare ngan bibir saya yg original tanpa botox

seriously nk bibir yg original

tp jgn risau peminat2ku sekalian

*sekadar perasan di sini*

bibir saya da kembali ke keadaan asal =D

mungkin sebab hari ni saya baik kot

saya pg tlg rumah jiran nk kenduri cukur jambul cucu

*wink*

kunyit =D

saya rasa saya berbakat meracik bawang, halia dan yg sewaktu dgnnya

sebab saya racik lg nipis drpd ibu ngan kakme racik

mungkin itu petanda saya da bole kawin

*hehe...bole x abah??*

mmmm

itu jela utk hari ni

anyway

kakak ngan abg ipar saya balik hari ni

tp tanpa si comel ni =(

ohh...rindunya dekat sikecik ni

mrMikhail

p/s : semalam pnye chicken pie yg kite janji nk update hari ni tu da bake da td..sorry..xsempat nk snap pic,da selamat masuk dlm alimentary tract kami sekeluarga..gomenne

macam-macam

2011-04-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

waaa

da seminggu duk rumah ni

indahnye cuti

bgn kul 10

tgk tv sepanjang hari

pg jogging ptg2

mknn sume ibu masak

tdo kul brape pun xpe

oh..indahnye dunia

hari ni rutin lain skit

since my sister is home sbb melaka cuti hari ni

*she's working at TM melaka*

so i decided nk ikut mr.Faidhi g anta proposal kt skolah tmpt saya bakal ber-elektif bulan dpn =D

tp xknla g seremban semata-mata utk g anta proposal je kan

so buatla mcm2 jgk =D

-1-

clinic appointment

this appointment should actually be tomorrow

tp xknla nk pg seremban 2 days in a row

bazir tenaga,masa dan petrol

*lagi2la harga petrol da naik ni kan*

so,decided utk pg td

i was the first patient yg smpi to the clinic

my impression was

"bestnye jd specialist then bukak clinic sndiri..xpyh dtg awl..bole bgn lmbt..wee"

pastu ble masuk jmpe doctor

ade pulak kne marah sbb xmkn ubat

hello doctor

saya sgt compliant oke!

xmiss mkn ubat lgsg

then doctor tu pun apologise sbb tuduh saya bukan2

*hehe..ini exaggerate!*

tp saya seronok sebab ini bulan terakhir utk tamatkan regimen antibiotik

saya sgt compliant smpi saya rse saya layak mkn OCP

*not that i'm currently on OCP =D*

my last antibiotic regimen =D

-2-

menghantar proposal

yang ini tiada gambar

inila motif sebenar g seremban hari ni

menghantar proposal ke Sek Men Keb Pendeta Za'ba utk elektif nnti

terima kasih mr.Faidhi =D

xsabar nk start posting elektif dgn kamu

-3-

jusco

this one of coursela shopping

weee =D

actually nk cari brg utk buat blueberry cheesecake

tp xjmpe pulak Philadelphia cream cheese yg sgt berkualiti tu

*ade je cream cheese lain..tp xnk jgk!!*

so cancella plan nk buat cheese cake tu

and we end up buying this

chicken pie

huuu...xsabar nk buat esk

nnti saya akn update dgn hasil die pulak =D

sebenarnya td ade beli chicken bolognese lasagna

tp xsempat da nk update dlm blog

balik je terus ngap!!

nntila ye =D

then belikn ini utk ibu

mommy's

mmg da lame die nk

dpt jgk

plan saya sekarang adalah utk meminjam kasut chomel ini

huahuahua =P

dahla

itu je yg saya buat hari ni

p/s : hari ni saya,kakak saya dan ibu saya main kuiz vocab + pronunciation

hayati perbualan berikut :

ibu : ya..ibu ade satu soalan..anak ikan dlm english ape?

-saya dan kakak saya berfikir-

kakme : fishes!!

kami semua gelak terbahak-bahak

*ini jawapan makcik saya ble tanye ikan in plural ape..hahaha*

ibu : (selepas puas gelak ketawa) bukanla..anak ikan dlm english fry..ibu pun baru tau td

saya : bukanla bu..anak ikan gigolo la..

kami gelak lagi

ibu : oh..macam erry putra tu ke?

kakme : haah..yg pki botox tu..

betapa perbualan bole buat ilmu hilang

nasib baik saya da pass exam

LOL

double p/s : mintak maaf ye erry putra..ini gurauan malam2 tika hujan turun =)

tp kitorg mmg penah bce statement mcm ni kat tabloid..huahuahua..maaf ye

pre-elective

2011-04-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

phew

baru je selesai buat paper work for elective

alhamdulillah

so me and my mate will be going to do our elective in a special school

*my mate = norfaidhi akram*

woot woot

it will be in may

still a few weeks to go

and i have a lot of things in mind to do with those children

it has been ages since i mix around children

so help me god!!

whatever it is

i'm just plain excited to do the elective

wish me luck

- sweetindulgence -

2011-04-12T01:08:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

dont ask me why i posted this in the middle of the night

the thing just popped inside my head

*even though i've taken the picture days ago*

i just wanted to talk about this

wait for it

"i have found myself a new shower cream"

yup

laugh all you want

but this entry will be filled with me bragging about my new sweet indulgence

it all began when my sister brought home hers on friday

and i on that spot decided to get on for me

i've always thought

"marks&spencer ni mcm gap"

you go in

but rarely you will come out with anything

the price is so not real

topshop is bearable

but gap? -nope..definitely not

bila my sister said, "ala..this bottle 500ml, rm20 something je..kalau body shop mau dekat 50"

i was thinking,betul ke

macam xlogik je

marks&spencer kot kan

so when we went to klcc last saturday

i decided to take a look

and my oh my

my sister was true

-500ml floral collection foaming shower cream/essence for myr24-

i was like terus decide nk amik

there was 6 smell you can choose from

all floral based

iris

lavender

rose

camellia

magnolia

china blue

i automatically hooked on rose

the smell was amazing

not so strong, yet leaving a trail so irresistable

and since my mother was paying

i grabbed the deodorant too =D

now

i felt amazing after every shower

i really do

thank you marks&spencer

p/s : i felt weird after writing this post . should i?

alhamdulillah -

2011-04-11T19:54:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

entry pertama sejak balik rumah bercuti
alhamdulillah

i am officially a 4th year med student in UKM

result exam was just released
and i passed through my 3rd year uneventfully
alhamdulillah

thanks faidhi tlg tgkkn result
thanks semua yg tlg doakan saya

congrats to all yg da bole gelar diri 4th year
utk kwn2 yg still have some papers to do
best of luck
insyaallah kte sme2 start posting june 6th nnti

*mode : sgt gembira smpi speechless*

alhamdulillah

post - exam review

2011-04-04T19:25:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

as u all might have noted

my end of semester exam ended today =D

so this post will be full of the following

review

komen

rase xpuas ati

kesalan

blablabla

first of all : theory paper

i had 2 papers last week

surgery on monday

obs & gynae on tuesday

simply said

kedua2 papers penuh dgn bleeding

segala jenis bleeding ade

just name it

per rectal bleeding

*ini plg byk skali..sampai kte pun rse mcm da dpt per rectal bleeding memikirkan jawapan*

per vaginal bleeding

*ini pun byk jgk..drpd early smpila org da nk beranak, asyik bleeding je*

lucky exam hall tu airconditioned

kalau x, most probably bole dpt epistaxis

*ini juga sejenis bleeding..pergi google kalau nk tahu*

seriously

tuhan je yg tau betapa byk darah yang telah dibazirkan dlm penghasilan kertas soalan tu

haih

okeh

cukup sal kertas teori

sekarang kite cite sal osce pulak

*osce : objective structured clinical examination*

i had 2 osce jgk

obs & gynae on thursday

surgery today

oke..osce obs & gynae xpyh cite

*nak cite jgk*

soalan payah mcm ape je

ade ke nk kne tulis referral letter dlm mase 5 minit

xlogik oke

time buat case write up pun kte amik mase 24 jam nk buat 1 referral letter

haih lagi

pastu g letak pulak gmbr molar pregnancy

mujur kte perasan bnde alah mcm anggur tu

dalam hati ble tgk gambar tu da terfkir, apsal gmbar liver kuar osce obs&gynae ni??

then ade pulak gambar fetal skull

then label mcm2 diameter

waaa

satu pun aku tatau

occipito-frontal

mento-occipital

what??!!

tataula...

haih

osce surgery hari ni kelakar oke

kne berlakon dgn sebijik breast

*sebijik oke..single..unilateral..SATU sahaja*

and pretend breast tu seperti seorang individu

to make things funnier

ayat examiner tu

"oke nadhira, sini ade single breast..so u assume ade org btul2la kt sni..i want u to do breast examination..and action!"

oke..kte pun berlakon

rse2 mmg bole dpt award pelokan wanita terbaik oke! =D

yang lain went about uneventfully

dahla

itu je cite exam

seronoknye da abis exam

gudluck utk ira and diba

hiphip hooray utk kte ngan faizah

p/s : epistaxis tu hidung berdarah..xpyhla google =D

my dinner

2011-04-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

mlm ni

bru je masak air nk buat quaker oat meal utk dinner

ira pun blik

bwk together with her

original quaker oat

banana

instead of chocolate quaker oat meal for dinner

i had this

original quaker oat meal with banana

as a whole

chocolate quaker oat meal is far better than this one

lucky ade banana

adela jgk taste instead of tawar mcm ape je

haih

susahnya nk kurus - -"

sikatak saya

2011-04-02T14:47:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum

post kedua utk hari ni

rse mcm gian nk tulis blog

*biarla..blog saya..haha*

td tgh lipat kain

termasukla cadar sikatak saya

baru sedar betapa lusuhnye cadar tu sekarang

sikatak

maaf kalau post ini sedikit cheesy

sedang mengimbau kenangan silam

***

cadar ni actually beli sebab excited nk masuk JAD

serius time tu igtkn abah restula saya nk continue blaja engineering and pg jepun cm kwn2 saya sekarang

tp tuhan tentukan bukan itu jalan saya

bukan itu rezeki saya

xpela

cadar tetap dah dibeli

xknla nk pulangkn kt jusco blik

so saya bwkla cadar saya masuk matriks

igt lg betapa terangnye warna hijau pada katak2 kt cadar saya tu

mula2 rse geli jgk nk tdo

sbb gmbr katak kan

tp lme2, xnk tdo kalau bkn ats cadar sikatak

ble time nk basuh cadar tu, basuh awl2 pg, so that ble ptg cadar tu da kering n da bole pasang semula

semata-mata sbb nk tdo atas cadar sikatak

hari ni

4 tahun kemudian

still mcm tu jgk

kalau bole nk pasang cadar sikatak tu sepanjang tahun

tp xhygienic la pulak kan

bila lipat cadar tu td

baru perasan katak2 kt bahagian tgh2 cadar tu da lusuh

haih

di mana kan ku cari ganti

serupa dgn mu =(

- -"

2011-04-02T13:54:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

okay

setting things straight

hari ni da mkn nasi more than i should

dammit!

perhaps kne sit up 400 today

or dance more than 1 hour

2 hours maybe

*adoyai..patahla kaki*

***

ever since my abah blurted the word "gemuk"

i had been super uncomfortable with my body

could not stop thinking of excessive fat here, there and everywhere!!

so i end up calling my big sister

her solemnization : dec 10th

she had been so skinny during her wedding day

and she was just like me a month prior to that

i end up with her slimming programme

bride-to-be slimming programme

*not that i am going to get married soon okay..just the name*

here is how the programme works

bfast : a bowl of quaker oat meal / wholegrain fibremeal bread a.k.a roti hijau

lunch : avoid nasi . if you are to take nasi, only a small part of the senduk is allowed

*i screwed up this one today!!!*

avoid taking poultry everyday . eat more fish, vegetables . avoid taking oily meal, so take soup instead

dinner : a bowl of quaker oat meal AGAIN *haih*

if you are hungry in between mealtime, take fruit

avoid chocolate!

drink plenty of plain water

blablablablabla

my sister end up losing near 10 kgs in a month before her big day =O

***

today

the lunch i had just finished

had the amount of rice which exceeded the amount i'm allowed to take

*sigh*

i think i need to exercise a lot more today

to lose whatever is inside me now

next time dear nadhira

please bear in mind the programme!!

dont end up regretting after each meal

it's a.p.r.i.l already !!

2011-04-01T17:43:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

yup

april has arrived

and i've started the month well i supposed

i went jogging this morning

for the first time in since i moved here in cheras

i have never been to the Taman Tasik Permaisuri

first time photograph!!

eventhough it had already been a year here

and the park was only in a short walking distance!!

*yup!!my bad*

post-jogging

i had quaker oat meal as my breakfast

i think ive fallen in love with that stuff

eventhough it will be super sticky

but it's nice!! =D

then

i ended up by changing my room's floor plan

something that ive been planning to do since some times ago

so here is my new room

dust-free!!

i love my rubi[s]!!

see how happy my babies are =D

so i think my first day of april was good

and hopefully the rest of the month will be juat as well!!

happy april everyone

p/s : i wonder if i'm still depressed because my playlist still remains the same - -"

examo ~

2011-03-27T19:18:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum

akhirnya

esok 28 mac

peperiksaan akhir semester tahun 3

untuk itu

good luck untuk semua kawan-kawan 1 batch

hopefully insyaAllah kita semua lepas and naik tahun 4

jgn stress sgt

tenangkan hati oke

-conversation-

2011-03-24T22:32:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum

okay

keeping things simple here

i just had a phone conversation with ibu and abah

*one after another ok..it's phonecall..not skype*

two conversations

one was funny

one was ermm...i dont know

conversation 1

dira : ibu g mne..puas dira try call dr td

ibu : terlelap lpas sembahyang maghrib td

dira : laaa...yeke..abah?

ibu : abah ada tu tgk tv

dira : ajim

ibu : ajim kuar mkn..ibu malas masak hari ni

LOL..my brother went out to get his dinner because my ibu was so malas to go and cook

dont judge her or anything

maybe because da terbiasa tggl berdua with my abah

and my abah is the type yg xske amik dinner

trust me

if i was the only one among my siblings that was home

we'll be having nasi goreng every night

because that's what i love

conversation 2

dira : bah,ibu xmasak ek hari ni..abah mkn ape?

abah : goreng pisang ajim beli ptg td..kakya da mkn ke?

dira : mkn biskut je mlm ni

abah : okela tu..bole kurus..kakya pun da gemuk..hahhahaaha

dira : .............................

this conversation was ......................................

*sigh*

p/s : saya nk g menari skarang..saya nk menari sejam..sya nk abah saya ckp mcm ni ble jmpe saya

"wah!!kakya da kurus...mcm kate moss"

oke tipu..abah saya xknal kate moss pun

sun.bathing

2011-03-23T19:36:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum!!

hari ni saya dan baby2 saya ke hawaii

saje for holiday

kan study week skarang =D

oke...mengarut

huuu

sebenarnya hari ni saya hantar baby2 saya pg sunbathing

*for real*

before cite pasal sunbathing

kite taaruf dlu oke

introducing

*drumroll*

My Babies ^_^

.siputih.

.berryberry.

.littleelmo. & .ziffy.

.felix.

*he's 7 this year!!da bole register standard one =D*

.elmo.

***

-sunbathing-

oke

skarang bole cite sal sunbathing pulak

actually, program ni program adhoc

memang xpnah plan pun

baby2 ni pun xpenah mention nk pg sunbathing

semuanye bermula pg td

ble saya bgn for subuh prayer

and my leg *both my legs* penuh dgn bintat2 mcm kne gigit nyamuk tu

tp bintat2 die diffuse and besar2

plus gatal sgt2

saya cool jela mule2

after shower, still gatal2 lg

saya pun g consult miss adibah

dia pun ckp,

"aku dlu pun penah kne jgk.tp xdiffuse cam kau pnye ni..pastu aku g klinik,doctor bg ubat spray..pastu jd putih..tp aku lpe mne aku ltk ubat tu..tp doctor tu pesan jgk suruh aku basuh cadar,baju sume dgn air panas..kau tryla"

so saya pun decide utk ikut idea miss adibah

saya cabut cadar and all

and rendam dlm air panas

pastu basuh cm biasa

dgn harapan whatever yg causing this to me - GONE!!

okay

back to the sunbathing pnye cite

since saya da rendam cadar,pillowcase and bolstercase dlm air panas

xfairla kalau org lain atas katil xkne jemur jgk

so, my babies end up on the hanging wire - sunbathing

disebabkan terlalu seronok,siap turn around utk proses tanning blakang pulak =D

after about 3 hours of sunbathing

*skin pun da ala2 santana lopez dlm glee*

saya pun bwk baby2 saya masuk blik

post-sunbathing

*see how happy they are*

itulah kisah sunbathing ala-ala setting CSI Miami hari ni

kisah tambahan

rumah saya da dpt tombol pintu baru

brand Gucci lg oke!!

p/s : baby saya yg kecil *ziffy,berryberry & littleelmo* xjoin proses sunbathing sebab mereka terlalu kecil

kecil -> lebih tinggi luas permukaan/isipadu -> lebih tinggi luas permukaan yang terkena sinaran uv -> lebih tinggi radiasi -> lebih tinggi risiko utk dapat squamous cell carcinoma

*ini lagi satu teori saya selepas teori hujan dan ulser perut =D*

t.e.o.r.i

2011-03-22T18:08:00.003+08:00

fakta 1 : tiap kali hujan,perut saya brbunyi

fakta 2 : bunyi yang datang dr perut kita tu adalah bunyi rembesan asid dan enzim

fakta 3 : rembesan asid yang melebihi sistem perlindungan sel-sel mukosa pada dinding perut akan membawa kepada pambentukan ulser

berdasarkan fakta-fakta di atas, saya rasa saya nak keluarkan teori sendiri

*boleh kan??nk jgk dpt nobel prize*

teori : hujan adalah salah satu faktor risiko pembentukan ulser perut

kesimpulan : kepala otak bengong bila segala benda nak dibaca saat-saat akhir

padan muka

siapa suruh xnak blaja awal-awal

*sigh*

p/s : susah betul nak translate medical term dlm bahasa melayu..adoyai!!.mujur exam dalam bahasa inggeris and xpyh nk ckp bahasa skema dgn patients

double p/s : credit kpd adibah yang mengajar saya letak makhluk comel tu..terasa lebih comel..hahaha

.addictive.

2011-03-22T12:50:00.003+08:00

yeah

tv series are simply addictive

first it's House

*blame sarinah and all the blok A girls for this*

already season 7 now

and i missed a couple of eps this season

this series still intrigue me

particularly the medical mystery

it feels good to actually understand all the medical jargon they are talking in the series

eventhough i had to open my kumar&clark for reconfirmation

and how it'll be super cool to have gorgeous doctors around

*drooling thinking of dr chase =D*

then there's Glee

*blame my sisters for this*

still my favourite so far

now that regional's over, everybody *including me* is looking forward for national

i love the simplicity of the show

with all the drama, songs and finn-proofed choreography

plus brittany's one-liners and santana b*tchiness

i just love glee

just that!

*wishing for jesse st james to come back..pleaseee*

now it's Pretty Little Liars

*blame sitizulaikha & my housemates for this*

beautiful young ladies with crazy lies and secrets

my heart actually beats faster than usual watching this show

particularly nearing the end

just completed season 1

and i just finished watching it just now

*not going to give any spoilers here*

i hate cliffhangers

but i cant wait for the next season in june

tv series are addictive

the really really really are!

p/s : continue reading my gynaecology by ten teachers..exam is in 5 days =(

t.e.r.k.u.n.c.i di rumah sendiri !

2011-03-21T23:34:00.004+08:00

tajuk post kali ni bole jd tajuk cerita hantu

sekuel hantu kak limah balik rumah

sure pecah panggung

*merepek*

tp sungguh ni

saya dan housemate saya, adibah

telah terkunci dalam rumah kami sendiri

ceritanya begini

*kisah ini benar dan tiada unsur tokok tambah*

seperti yang dijanjikan

saya dan diba bersiap-siap untuk ke cafe

*supper sblum berjoget*

kitorg da excited gle ni,da siap cantik2

tibe2 time pusing tombol pintu rumah

pintu xbrgerak pun

tombol bole pusing,pintu yg xmau terbukak

i was like, "oke..xpe..cool dlu..try lg skali"

saya pun cuba bukak lg skali, still xbole bukak jgk

adoyai

dhira : cmne ni dba..asal pintu ni xbole bukak..tombol pusing oke je

diba : sure ke ni?mmm..maybe kne bukak dr luar kot..jap2..kite call mekna

diba pun call mekna

diba : mekna..mekna kt mne...blablabla *conversation*

2 minit cmtu, mekna pun dtg

kitorg diri je tepi pintu tu,dgr mekna pulas tombol dr luar

tibe2

mekna : diba,xbole la..pintu ni kunci ke dr dlm?

*time ni saya ngan diba pandang muka masing2*

diba : eh xla..xkunci..xbole jgk ke mekna..ala...cmne ni..

mekna : diba ade kad ke, ape2 yg bole gne utk try bukak dr luar

diba : ade2..jap eh

so saya ngan diba pun mengumpulkn bende2 yg berpotensi utk digunakan utk bukak pintu dr luar

termasuklah kad atm bsn saya

*mujur akaun tu da kosong*

pastu kitorg call anna pulak

*die ketua blok kami =D*

anna pun dtg nk tlg kitorg yg terkunci ni

ade kot dekat 15 minit anna ngan mekna berhempas pulas nk cuba bukak pintu rumah kitorg tanpa menunjukkan tanda2 akan berjaya

and at last kitorg decide nk call en harun

*en harun adalah felo kolej*

diba pun call en harun untuk meminta pertolongan

selang 5 minit

en harun pun sampai dgn 2 org pakguard

diorg ambil alih kerja2 cubaan membuka pintu rumah kitorg

time ni mmg horror habis

saya ngan diba kt dlm

pastu org hempas2 pintu dr luar

cuak!!

last2, pintu xdpt dibuka dgn cara baik

dan terpaksa dipecahkan utk mengelakkan kami pengsan sbb claustrophobia kt dlm

*oke..ini exaggerate =D*

selesai je urusan pintu

kami terus turun office isi borang aduan

so malam ni

tidur kne kunci pintu bilik sbb pintu rumah xbole kunci

berikut merupakan gambar2 kenangan kami terkunci di rumah sndiri

*xla banyak..tp bolela drpd xde =D*

exercise itu penting !!

2011-03-21T19:13:00.005+08:00

yup

semua org tahu fakta tu

exercise boleh kurangkan risiko sakit jantung

exercise boleh elakkan obesiti

exercise boleh pastikan paru-paru kita expand se-optimum mungkin

exercise boleh blablabla

memang sgt byk kebaikan exercise

tapi

bile sebut exercise

mesti dlm kepala terbayang perkara2 tersebut

*kasut sukan

*taman tasik

*jogging 3/4 round

malangnya saya xsuke perkara2 di atas

entahla

teringin nk lari marathon mcm qiwen & izat

tapi

*wait for it*

saya malas

hehehe

*oke..saya tau saya xsenonoh*

instead of exercise dgn cara berlari

saya cuba cara lain

dan pada pendapat saya

ianya berjaya!!

saya berpeluh

saya rse segar & bersemangat

cara saya :

yup

!!dancepad!!

*abaikan buku2 tersebut..ini study week oke!!*

terima kasih awak sbb bg saya bende alah ni

and

terima kasih diba kerana menjadi cheerio aka tukang gelak saya

saya rasa lebih sihat

*wink*

p/s : sebenarnya takut gemuk..seriously rse berat badan da 60kg.. T_T

depressed?!

2011-03-21T13:11:00.005+08:00

i was going through my surgery notes

*exam is days away T_T*

when i realised how my playlist looks like

-my playlist-

bruno mars - grenade

glee - dont cry for me argentina

glee - total eclipse of the heart

the script - breakeven

bruno mars & natasha bedingfield - again

anggun - berganti hati

taylor swift - back to december

faizal tahir - hanyut

glee - landslide

christina aguilera - you lost me

pixie lott & stan walker - the one

christina perri - jar of hearts

glee - get it right

bruno mars - talking to the moon

azlan & the typewriter - jeritan batinku

afgan - entah

glee - i dreamed a dream

seriously

most of the songs tu emo gile!!

i dont think that im depressed

perhaps my subconscious is depressed

with exams so very near

and he's going back to japan soon

maybe i AM depressed

*sigh*

-sigh-

2011-03-13T21:23:00.003+08:00

Sabda Rasulullah: “Barang siapa yang tidak mengasihi manusia, dia tidak dikasihi Allah. (Riwayat At-Termizi)." “Kasihilah siapa sahaja yang ada di bumi nescaya akan mengasihi kamu siapa-siapa sahaja (malaikat) yang di langit.” (Riwayat Abu Daud).

cikgu saya penah pesan,

"bila org lain dlm kesusahan, berduka, paling kurang yang kita boleh buat adalah cuba ceriakan mereka, cuba buat mereka senyum..sekurang-kurangnya mereka tahu ada org peduli"

tapi bukan ini caranya

ini bukan cuba menceriakan

ini menghina

kadang-kadang bila da terlampau hebat

dan kehebatan tu x disertakan sifat rendah diri

inilah jadinya

mempersendakan org lain

dgn anggapan kita hebat dan org lain akan terima gurauan melampau tu atas dasar kehebatan kita

cuba bygkn kita kat tempat diorg

ini bkn masalah kartun tu je

ini masalah manusia tu sendiri

ini melambangkan betapa rakyat malaysia ni bongkak

angkuh dengan kurniaan Allah yang menjadikan geografi negara kita selamat

riak dengan nikmat Allah yang xpernah meletakkan kita semua dalam keadaan seperti diorg

saya rakyat malaysia

dan saya malu ada rakyat malaysia yang sgt tidak sensitif mcm ni

kata org,

kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga

kalau org yang menitikkan nila da mintk maaf sekalipun,

susu tetap rosak bukan?

maysaa & pastelina

2011-03-13T18:08:00.005+08:00

as the title implies

yes!

i have both my maysaa and pastelina with me

this is my very first time buying this brand

chiffon scarf snood

by maysaa london

a brand by the famous hana tajima

it is actually a birthday present from him

*eventhough it's few days early*

the hijab is gorgeous

its material is very classy with the soft chiffon as the hijab

i cant wait to wear it formally

i love how it is cool on my skin and how it doesnt move about

it stays on your head bery nicely

i just love the hijab

******

this orange thingy is my first skirt

alexis skirt

by pastelina

a new amazingly-blooming brand by amazing people

shea rasol and adriani adnan

the skirt is so modest and simple

yet beautiful

as its designer mentioned in her blog

it flows at every right point perfectly

the two layers chiffon material makes it timeless =D

enough said

experience it yourself !!

j.a.k.u.n

2011-03-12T19:54:00.006+08:00

siapa jakun??

sayalah =D

hari ni dpt pengalaman baru

basuh kereta automatik

*yay*

actually today me sis yumni dgn saya went to seremban

1. my doctor appointment

2. her friend's weddding

to be straight

my sister ni mmg jenis yg nk kereta die *cough kereta abah cough* sentiasa bersih

kalau bole 24 jam

suka bebenor mengantar kereta basuh

i dont mind

the problem is, saya mmg sgt xsuka menunggu kereta dibasuh

duk melangut termenung bermimpi di siang hari dgn angan2 mat jenin

*oke..ade unsur exaggeration di situ*

tp mmg pun

menunggu kereta siap dibasuh adelah antara perkara plg saya xsuka sekali

so ble jmpe tmpt yg bole basuh kereta automatik mmg seronok sgt la

*saya jakun..saya tau..serius xdepun kt pilah oke*

kakak saya ape lg

mestilah nk mencuba

lgpun rm6 je kan

so kitorg pun cubalah basuh kereta secara automatik

disebabkan terlalu excited

saya abadikan memori ini dgn mengambil gambar

*oke..lg obvious saya jakun*

6 gambar di atas menunjukkan betapa jakunnya saya

p/s : saya suda dapat pastelina saya hari ini..nnti saya update bersama-sama maysaa =D

aedes & unanimousity

2011-03-10T11:06:00.003+08:00

these days

ya Allah

banyaknya nyamuk

i was bitten every single day

when i had my lunch

when i was watching glee

when i did my notes

when i read my books

when i had my dinner

when i wrote my post

*even now*

when i was about to go to bed

and

when i was sleeping

*night or day..it doesnt matter*

every single time

i know i may end up with dengue now or later

in condition like this

the virus might had entered me already

circulating in my veins and arteries

with all my antibodies fighting them

*thanks antibodies..i owe you so much!!*

and just now fogging was held in my college

fogging at 10?!

wth!!

i remembered when i was doing my tg karang posting a few months back

*public health posting*

we were taught that fogging are to be done not in broad daylight

but at dusk when all the mosquitoes came out for a stroll + meal

and i recalled myself and my friends waiting one whole day just in order to join the fogging team going for fogging

and why on earth is the fogging here in the middle of a hospital

was carried out so early in the morning,

when aedes aegypti came out at dusk??

*aedes aegypti is the species name for the mosquito carrying dengue virus*

think people, think!!

i may end up with dengue soon

and the authorities doesnt even act right to prevent it

maybe i am not that important

*sigh*

p/s : i remember a doctor-medical student conversation yesterday morning

doctor : why do you want to become doctors in the first place

*trust me, this is the hardest question i've encountered in med school*

medstudents : we want to help people

doctor : then why become doctors? teachers help people too right?

medstudents : yes!

doctor : what about lawyers. do they help people too?

medstudents : yes!

doctor : you can also become politicians. they help people too.

medstudents : NO! (unanimously)

the answer was so unanimous that the doctor laugh

LOL

*this has nothing to do with the post above..just sharing a simple but meaningful conversation*

..omiyage..

2011-03-09T20:30:00.005+08:00

this post was basically to *brag* about my new coin purse

*wide grin*

it's an omiyage from japan

an adorable tiny little coin purse for me to put my coins in

it may not be something so expensive

but it's meaningful

i can carry it in my bag everyday now

it's not that i havent had any coin purse before

but this one is just so different

he even gave me a 50yen coin to put inside my new coin purse

mentioning about foreign currency

ive always had a 1000yen note in my purse ever since my lil sis came back from japan couple of years back

and ive never thought of changing it to rm

today i thought why dont we go and change that money

we can get rm 30++ and spend

so we went to a "bank" currency exchanger

the officer was like, "sorry,kami xbeli duit ni..da koyak skit"

omg!!

koyak sikit je kot

there goes my rm30++

*i could buy a pashmina with that amount*

**sigh**

so i gave that note to him

better than just keeping it in my purse and not able to do anything about it

*sigh some more*

p/s : my maysaa had arrived *woot woot* but i dont have it with me.not yet at least.

he said, "nnti b bg weekend ni. ya pakai time kte kuar time bday ya nnti"

okay darl,whatever you said =)

.of cuppies, muffs & ayam itam.

2011-03-05T22:34:00.006+08:00

hari ni hari masak-masak kami

*me + my sisters + brother.in.law*

saya ngan my sis yumni

baked cuppies and muffins

*both are amazing

my sis aina ngan abg izhar masak ayam itam

*saya je yg bg nama lauk tu sbb tatau nma sbnr die ape =D*

so we spent the whole evening in the kitchen

baking

cooking

gossiping

*love the 3rd one!!*

*cuppies*

i mmg planned utk bake devil's choc cuppies this time around

and at the same time my sis nk try out baking banana choc chip muffs die

so we end up baking both of them

what i love about baking is seeing the end products

it felt worthwhile

*wide smile*

cuppies & muffs growing up =D

devil's choc cuppies without the choc tops

finally completed

*sedikit comot*

banana choc chip muffs =D

*ayam itam*

lauk ni sbnrnye first time saya rase time kenduri bertandang kakak saya kt keramat the other day

it was amazing

macam masak merah

tp ade rempah kari + kicap sikit

susah nk describe the taste

tp saya sgt suka

so this time around kakak saya nk try buat kt rumah dgn pertolongan abg ipar saya

so terhasillah lauk tersebut

rupa die xla sama sgt

tp rse die sebijik

delicious!!

begitulah hari masak-masak kami

*wider smile*

it's PMS, isn't it?

2011-03-02T22:14:00.002+08:00

oh boy oh boy

help me

i'm in a middle of emotional breakdown

*damn!!*

tataula knape

these days rase diri ni bitchy sgt

semua bnde xkne

then nk marah kt sume org

pasni instead of main angry birds

bole main angry me

*sigh*

i think this time of the month

it's what people call PMS

*for sure korg tau kn..yg tatau g google*

simply said,

"when the hormones go haywire

you turn into godzilla"

*literally*

i like it when i was stress when my azeezie went to japan for the first time

i didnt eat

i didnt care of eating

and

i didnt even feel hungry

so i end up having weight loss

*hooray!!*

this time around

my pms was way bad than before

i didnt like it simply because i cant stop eating

and i end up gaining weight and increasing the size of my cheeks

god help me!!

*double damn!!*

i didnt even know why i started writing this post at first

maybe because i can hit my keyboard as hard as i can

and it wont be mad at me

*sorry missV*

enough said

or else i'll keep on babbling things i shouldnt

afterall

it's PMS

p/s : sorry folks for my bitchiness..blame it on the hormones!

with l.o.v.e

anak buah saya :)

tanda abah sayang :)

hannan, aku ada je kat sini =P

.penghargaan.

of AUKU & AGM Persiap

changing the world

belajar daripada manggis

4 layers resolution

another thought

--

just a thought - from a friend to another

.ambiguity.

random.ness

happy.exam.everyone ^_^

.super.adorable.

the.three.stooges

somewhere

dinner is served

.enchanted.

menyampah!

out of nothing

self-diagnosis

i went jogging today

kali.pertama

potato.salad

.ent.ophthal.anaes.

malu betul !!

mixed feeling

new.experience

it's e.l.e.c.t.i.o.n time !!

travel 1

sape tu ?

little.helper

and i love you, i love you, i love you, like never before

masih ada junior . maaf =)

tiada junior lg??

sedih

help.help!

global deals, dream gateway

iPad 2 - -" [II]

iPad 2 - -"

-flying-

botox-ed

macam-macam

pre-elective

- sweetindulgence -

alhamdulillah -

post - exam *review*

my dinner

sikatak saya

- -"

it's a.p.r.i.l already !!

examo ~

-conversation-

sun.bathing

t.e.o.r.i

.addictive.

t.e.r.k.u.n.c.i di rumah sendiri !

exercise itu penting !!

depressed?!

-sigh-

maysaa & pastelina

j.a.k.u.n

aedes & unanimousity

..omiyage..

.of cuppies, muffs & ayam itam.

it's PMS, isn't it?

post - exam review